Saturday, December 20, 2008

back to you

hey hey bloggie...had been too lazy to blog..haha...but somehow..i'm afraid that i might forget all my wonderful memories which i wanted to keep but accidentally deleted from my brain...LOL..

Youth just started on the 11th Dec which is the second session...somehow..i just find that we are really not very bonded..=( not like the VH people....who are really much much more bonded (= 18th DEc is the 3rd session...but i couldn't make it cos' i was just back from genting..haha...anyway...during the 1 hour i had always enjoyed (=wondering if there will be a session on the 25th Dec since it's christmas day~!whee~! (=it has always been a day which i will look forward to (= *smiles*

12th Dec is my registration day (= got the time slot which we planned. for a moment...i stunt at the pg which shows all the modules to be registered..haha...then i click confirm...LOL...lucky despite my retarded action...i'm still able to get the slots i wanted..hahahha....i'm not too sure why somehow i'm always a bit slow...but...it's just like that..can i be saved then?i wonder...didn't want to be like this too...but can 'can't help it' be the words of excuse?sometimes i'm really wondering if i'm usingg my brain or not..=S sometimes..somehow i know the answer..but i chose to ask..i'm not too sure what i'm doing also..how?i don't really understand myself...how can i try to love myself more when i don't really like myself sometimes? *humph*

-improvements?!-------->to my understanding..(had been going out almost everyday..never tried this before..not to work...but for meet ups..for events..for gathering..for CCAs..for work..)

less of computer

more of self development books

less rude

more considerate

more hardworking

more tidy

more organised

more independent

more thinking


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