180~ arnd e world in 80 days? lol~ *no link* (=

that shall make my 180 post~

so long since i last talk to you.
hmmm~
i had seen friends who are so crazy over idol~
able to smile as long as their news is presented in front of them~
hmm~
is that hard?
i'd never tried that~
perhaps i experienced before~
you have to smile no matter what.

my friend is sick and she is feeling down~!
glad that she found a listening ear~

i don't know what i am doing~
i don't know what i'm thinking~
contradicting feeling inside me now~
losing the ability to express myself when i'm already not very good at it~
i wonder how to live till 100 years maximum?
i need a listening ear~
at the same time i don't need~
i only want to be all by myself~
and with the sad case
can more gingko nuts allow me to trace back my memories?

i'm thinking~
thinking~
and thinking~
it's always true~
time time time time time is the best poison~ best antidote~

the rat race~
it's true~
but what else can i do to not be involved in it?

well damn low self esteem is the cause~


what else more?

home sweet home (=
mr brain~ start playing~ hmmm~

DOES DRAWING HELPS?





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i seems to be trying to build up distance
alive

因为。。我相信。。

我是幸福的 (=

因为。。
我相信。。
(=




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213~ i love u

omg~ i think is really 心理作用~ lols~~~ wanted to start 213~ but i feel that my head is heavy the moment i think about it~ LOL!!!!! wth~~~~ only 212 doesn't give me this problem~~LOL!!! omg~~ ZZZZZZ~~~~~ i study with happy mood for that~ LOL~!! but still slowly =( hahah~~ somehow that's just my speed la har~ hhaaha~ sad right~ lols~

okok
wanted to start at 10pm~ but decided to break for a while~ and i ended up here again~ lol~~
an hour had past~
don't live with regret please
haha


213 IS JUST GIVING ME HEADACHE ALRIGHTS~~~ ZZZ ahhhahhahah





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很棒的人生價值觀

okok~ i should be studying now~ but i'm not!! haha~ need to pick up my momentum again!! zZz

yesterday slacked after my paper ends and there i goes~~sleep!ahhaha~~and today can't wake up still~hahah~~ sleepy!! (=

alrights~ love the following~ LOL!!!

朋友您好，為了您好，請您坐好，用心聽好。錢多錢少，够吃就好, 人醜人美，順 眼就好。人老人少，健康就好。家窮家富，和氣就好。老公晚歸，有回就好。老婆 嘮叨，顧家就好。孩子從小，就要教好。博士也好，賣菜也好， 長大以後，乖乖就好。房屋大小，能住就好。名不名牌，能穿就好。兩輪四輪，能 駕就好。老板不好，要忍就好。一切煩惱，能解就好。堅持執着，放下最好。人的 一生，平安就好。不是有錢，一定會好。心好行好，命能改好。誰是誰非，天知就 好。修福修慧，來世更好。天地萬物，随缘就好。很多事情，看開就好。說這麼 多，明白就好。人人都好，日日都好。你好我好，世界更好。總而言之，知足最 好。這條信息，真的很好，不發给您，是我不好。發了给您，大家都好！哈哈,您說 我對您,好不好?

well, it's from an email! haha~~ it's all in 4s! but not 成语!hahahaah~~ well written ehs...haha (=

another a lot making sense to me phrases~

读书的最高境界,就是读什么都不知道.
写答案的最高境界就是写到不知道在写什么.
明明知道自己在写错的答案还是坚持继续写下去.

i think i'd attain the highest level~LOL!


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUN JIE N TRICIA!! (=

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!
LOVE CHRISTMAS (=




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forgive and forget

forgive and forget.
simple English.
it's a fact that everyone simply loves to lose something before they will learn how to treasure it.

out of a sudden, i'd forgotten everything.
well, ironically, by saying this i guess i'd remembered something?
ok, the fact is now i chose to clear my memory of the past.

all of a sudden i misses my ama, daddy and mummy so much.

i'm born with imperfection.
it's all in the mindset.
it's all the emotions that arouse the evilness?

i see mist in the future me.

oh well, pessimist.
yes i am.
optimist is beside me.
befriending is as easy as lending a helping hand without motives.




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人生有许多如果。。但你只能选择一条没有如果的道路。。那也将会是一个后悔也来不及的选择。。

*smiles*

my sister said my guitar playing had improved! *smiles* haha~~

i wonder how's everyone's progress in revision.. i wonder if i really absorbed what i had read so far~ it seems tough~ it seems managable~ it's simply i didn't want to know everything~ lol~

went to Joel's first month~ lol~ i went out!haaha~~ for a while only though (= so many kids there seh~ LOL~~~ they are performing??!!hahhahhahahah~~ *a short journey with memories*

i don't want to see any of my school mates~ they only make me stress =(

i love home (=




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harsh-brown (=

mac breakfast without hashbrown!!!!

so dumb~~~~!!!!

LOL

=P




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duper random

i saw shyam today! hhahahah..




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love quote

ok~ waiting for cramp to go away and i saw this:

Someone asked me, "Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water." I simply replied, "Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"

isn't this quote so cool?or only i feel so?LOL!
okok~ i still love it (= LOL




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lecturers are funny LOL

Chiba said: sorry sorry i'm stupid. LOL~ have you heard a lecturer saying that before?

Chen Hongyu: holding on to the lazer's battery and telling us - actually i got the battery, but got no time to change..LOL!

my lecturers are getting more and more humourous~~~~~hahahahahhaha~~~~ i love their non lecturer part...LOL!

uncle boi psycho ultimate war~ interested to play? LOL

灰色地带




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oOoO~~

cock cock cock cock

haha

can anyone tell me what's the reason behind every conversation?

who can be trusted?

what is the meaning behind every reason?

oOoO~~

which direction is everyone thinking?

hmmm~~

you are not alone..

but i want to suffer alone..

where is all my determination and will to go for the better?

where is all my motivation?

where is all my power?

what is the meaning of never give up?




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there was a time when the world ask ordinary people to be extraordinary?

(=(=

oh my gosh~~ every semester will experience same kind of feelin~ CBC213 test paper can take back already~ wondering if anyone collected but never tell me~

not concentrated but yet can't seems to go in? =(

tortured by every seconds~

i wonder what should i do if i've got questions.. irritated reply make me feel that~ ok~ just leave me alone~ haha~

so angry now~ haha~




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yes!

yes!

finally i bought a wallet!! (=

i've got homemade dinner by my elder sis!!!!hahah~~ so happy (= another meal tomorrow!! (=

nice nice!! (=

amamamamamamamamam (=

hmm~ what kind of feeling is that???




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special postman

a piece of drawing sent by a special postman (=




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奇妙

这是一个很奇妙的过程 言语根本无法形容
唯有用心感受 选择信任 才能感受内心的笑容



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nEw phOne! (=

my sis bought me a samsung jet?! did i remember the description of the phone correctly?LOL~!!! i love it!cos~~~~~ i need to change phone~hahahah~~

and you know smething? i'm always carrying the same handphone as Yilun lo~LOL~~~~~ firstly W910i~ then now Samsung jet~!!!!hahahah~!!!!! it was really such a coincidence~~hahah~~~

omg~Ezzati can you concentrate please? haha~ training my patience~~~

don't know why~ i feel it~ but~ i still fell a bit of sadness when what i expected you to do you never~haha~~ i am thinking~ how true is what has happened? but i can say that i am still very happy (=
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DECEMBER!!!!!!

oh man~remember today~when you see a big size man~ wearing a lady's clothes~ and someone bursting into laughter~ guess who?LOL!!!

it's DECEMBER!!!!!!hahaahahahaahh~~~~

no one can help~it's really really really damn funny~

uncontrollable~~ (=

你难过时， 他有关心吗？
你失落时， 他会在乎吗？
你想他时， 他会出现吗？

感觉会说话？如何说呢？
行为举止会坦诚的告诉你。

haha~suddenly thought of the above during Japanese class~lol!i like it though~cos who's the writer?LOL~~~~~~ *ops*



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yes

handphone

wallet

ear piece

sports shoe

clothes

...

okok~ should either be sleeping now or studying~ and i'm doing none but catching up with my friend~

tomorrow is friday (=

you will change my mood and attitude? (=

i saw Tenglee thrice today (=

so being an msn addict is because of~~

we broke the curse and chatted on msn~! LOL!! anyway~is curse the right choice of word?LOL!

ooOo ya~ i forgot to mention~ I ENJOYED TODAY'S LAST SESSION! (= the bew volunteers are cool~! (= they really do show enthusiasm and the boys smiled today (= i see future for block B (= *3 cheers for you guys!*

i really wonder~ is there only a reason for someone to treat you nice? i had never trusted anyone totally in this sense~ every actions makes me think~ it is really distracting~




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CONGRATULATIONS (=

CONGRATULATIONS TO CHONG AND CYNTHIA! (=


i'm no longer ama 的乖孙子 =(




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birthday celebrations~

23rd Oct~

i'm so glad that we still managed to celebrate my younger sis's birthday~ (= HAPPY!!! (=

24th Oct~

i'm glad that i went (= it's a good gathering too~ HTHT~~hahahah......with yio kiang, qin feng, jia and Yap~ can you imagine the combination?omg~ i'm so stun~ this 画面 i will never imagine it to happen~LOL! and guess what?i said it peacefully~omg~ i'm surprised myself~ LOL! well~ peacefully talking about it is a good thing~ haha...and i didn't know that Win Feng is so friendly..LOL!!

and Lao Pa is organising her 21stbirthday!! (= *26th Dec* (=




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hello hello (=

hello hello (=

you reap what you sow~

if there's a will, there's a way~

it's such common moltivational words you'll hear (=

and it always stays true (=

heh~

i'm wondering why are you doing all these?

i'll be attending Chong's wedding despite the packed schedule! hmm~

why did i make such a decision?



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The other side of the coin is this: fall in love

I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.

Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.


by a friend of mine~




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can't breathe

okok~ i can't control but to shout i'm feeling so stress now~ priority please~ had always been learning to master this..cos i always like to do what i like to do instead...

there are so many things to attend to..to make life not so boring~ i chose to have commitments..i tried to be regular..but i really have got no time..i'm not as clever as Xiao Hui sadly to say..

i hope this semester will turns out fine~

parties parties~ i always occupy my weekends.. but not attending makes me guilty..

i really got no more weekends to spare..

e lectures...online quiz...i can't breadthe..

34 days more..

feel like staying at home only~

i have no choice but to sleep now..




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that's the way ^_^

hello bloogie checkmate~~hahah.....u noe wad...i've gotta a good news to share with you now! just happened to browse through yongjin's facebook and saw that he's in a relationship with Jasmine now!!!!hahahaahha....i say till like i know that girl right?LOL! anyway~~just want to wish him have a long lasting relationship (=

and i'm in a dilemma whether to go to Chong's birthday wedding or not~ and i didn't replied him on the 15th October...so i assume i am not able to go le...hmmm~ =S

whatever is going to happen~ just move on with life~ no one is going to stop just because you refused to move on..拿得起放得下...that's the way life should be man...agree? you only need to 一笑而过..and everything is going to turn out fine (= *smiling* is the best medication to chase away all unhappiness (=

i'm happy..because the people arund me are happy (=




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weekends filled with happiness

a long weekend~ and i'm whole day out for the whole of Sat and Sun!

well~ what happened during the Saturday and Sunday?

Saturday!
tuition at Ezzati's house~ should be tutoring her for 3 hours~ but after 2 hours she cannot concentrate already......me also!LOL! heart feeling too weak to teach already~ LOL! understand me?LOL!
Keh Luh's birthday celebration! really thanks everyone to make this day happen~ thank you 猪头哥哥 for coming despite him not planning to skate~ thank you him for bing his wife and son out despite his son not feeling very well~ thank you jia jia for buying the cake with Yap kor~ Randy no need to thanks~ LOL!!! wooooOOo~ special thanks to Yap Kor for being the overall planner~ LOL~ (= and finally.....have to thanks Keh Luh for coming too! if you never come it would be a meaningless day? (= HOPE YOU HAVE A SURPRISE! (=
following that was Sock Ying's birthday celebration at Aranda!! (= by the time me and my friend reached theyalready cut the cake~ haha..but we still managed to take pictures together...haha....saw a few others of my secondary school mates~ but~ sad to say~ no one seems to be bothered to catch up~ haha~ *learnt how to play texas over there* haha~~
it was a memorable day =)

Sunday~!!
work work at K-tuition!!!!!after that went to my ama's house for cake cuttng ceremony! (= the cake is nice! chocolate cake from andie the choice! (= went to a restaurant in the neighbourhood~ the food are really damn budget~ everything is just so fake~ lols~ with lots of flour too~ lols~ haha.... seriously 煮炒 will be a better choice~ haha......but well~ the success part is everyone appeared for ama's birthday! (= thanks gugu for organising~!!! ^_^
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA! (=

so what's going to happen today?stay home day man! (= today gotta loads to do~ opssie~

Haikal said the life science paper was quite easy~ hope he can do well (=



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full strength of letting go~

ARCADE! DAYTONA! AT THE LAST SECOND AND I BECOME 2ND! (= =( =) ^_^

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!20 PICTURES! (=

it really comes naturally...we chat like nobody's business..we laugh like nobody's business..we play like we have no worries~ that's the way right?　(=

everyone in a group plays a role~ and i'm happy　(=

i really love them!　


somehow we're a clique?!　(=




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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOIII!!

MAY YOUR EVERYDAYS BE FILLED WITH COLOURS!

MAY YOU LOVE AMERON EVEN MORE AS DAYS PAST!

N WHEN IS UR WEDDING DAY?! (=




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evEryoNe

everyone is selfish (=

everyone can change for the better (=

things are changing?or am i the only one changing? ^_^

HOW I WISH I CAN DON'T SLEEP!



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有时候沉默不是不快乐 只是想把思绪都净空

有时候沉默不是不快乐 只是想把思绪都净空

suddenly fall in love with this phrase...when i'm happy, i smile....when i'm sad....i don't...when i'm emo, i don't....but when i don't smile, that doesn't mean i'm sad or emo also....cos i may be just starring into the blank space ans was too lazy to talk....(=

i was deleted from your contacts. i'm not too sure why you did that? or do i know somehow?i'm not too sure either..but i just want you to know, i treasured you a lot as a friend. but somehow you seems like wanting to leave. i really hope to have you as my forever bro. well, whatever your decision is, i respect you. but i want to let you know that you'll only make me feel sad. please prove me wrong by telling me that i infered wrongly. tell me you never have the intention to leave silently.

today is my 表哥's wedding day and it's held at fullerton hotel! (= the food is really of higher quality as compared to other wedding dinners i'd attended this year..and i'm very satisfied today (= the only thing which is not nice is the dessert. haha. though i like strawberry alot..but the pudding is really not up to my standard. haha.. everyone is so pretty, and handsome. (=

another thing which makes me satisfied today is my tuition with Haikal. ahaha..he kind of already memorise the 3 biology topics already (= hope he can do well for life science exam (= Ezzati, i hope i can help you (= please get promoted (=

please remember something, no matter how much volunteer work you do, if you don't do it sincerely, don't do it please. you are just wasting your time. never do it for the sake of doing it. be good to your family members before everyone else.

who are my true friends?how long can this last? let me feel you are not doing it cos of impulsiveness and i'm not too. please ensure me.

is this obvious?or am i acting blur? please don't continue. it only makes me wanting to avoid.

seriously i'm feeling fat. (= running running running. (=




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oOoO~

omg..i'm really in no mood to do anything...really anything..... =S

hope u r enjoying ur bdae celebration (=




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a day in hall..LOL..

i'm so happy that i'm in hall now!hahahha......the feeling is not bad (= there're distractions....but it's more like distractions from people...haha.....can study quite peacefully actually..hhaha....though i'm still studying at the speed as slow as a snail.......

yesterday for no reason i attended the hall 10's latern festival celebration cum handing over ceremony..haha....congrats Kelvin Low for being the VP!LOL~~
went for supper and chit chat with friends! like this kind of feeling (= haha....

pon CBC212 tutorial may not be a very bad choice...haha.....going for kickboxing later?i don't think so.....don't like to do things when i'm not mentally prepared sometimes....haha....cos the coordinator said the make up lesson will be on the 16th Oct rather than today....and now they said today?!ZZ...haha....

waiting for jap lesson now....haha.....

totally have the heart to study only 1 module today....and that is jap...LOL.....and yes....i had been looking at jap textbook since yesterday night till now...lol.....no distraction as to what i want to study feels good! (=

wake up study wake up study.....cos there's nothing much you can waste time on other than the computer....as compared to when you are at home......(=

but still...the only thing which i always love to do is to sleep! (=




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i feel like shouting it out..

i feel like shouting it out..



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that's the simplest way to be happy (=

that's the simplest way to be happy (=

that's always the mindset~ you deserve someone better (=

something just can't be said..something which has to be done today...has to be done..

that's the way? (=

2:37am

3:33am (=




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naive smile

2 weeks i'd been working alone..Andrea Andrea where are you?!hahaha~~~

well~ actually i feel rather good to work alone even though it's quite boring..haha..cos at least you can keep yourself busy~haha..

when i'm determined to quit~i can't...haha..wth right..LOL!so i'm only able to rest when i don't need it?LOL!

seeing naive smile really makes me smile..haha...
seeing them makes me think of my past...so all kids behave the same..LOL..

hyperactive Xerxes cried!omg~ twice..haha..
like den den boi man...haha..
really feel like protecting them...so much so much..haha.. (=

they are really damn cute!! (=

i will smile because of them (=

kids are kids..kids are kids..kids are really kids...LOL!
^_^

seriously i got to continue to do my work..but i can't bring myself to do it.. =(

why is your mood affected when someone don't actually remember wht you said? it's a simple reason?




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straight

quality time with someone. please define.

i just wants to go back to my bed again (=

overloaded.

time constraint.

one day when i'm free again, i'll know how fortunate i am to be busy.

counting down.

*just when you feel that you are leading the worse life, take a look around yourself* - you'll know that you are not the worse (=




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happy mooncake festival (=

HAPPY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CARMEN!

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! (=

how dare you snatch my darling boy's latern?!!!
our darling boy gotta bullied. =(
so that's the feeling of heartache

so how's the feeling of loving someone wholeheartedly?

it's really true to say that to forget someone is to allow others into your room totally and that will be the right person

that's the meaning of lucky draw...are you the luckiest person on earth? (= share the joy then (= mini rice cooker for ama ^_^

when i'm starting to get reliant on you, please don't ignore me.



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as days past by..i feel the change..i see the change..

time has to be allocated to so many things..

i asked myself~is this productive???

getting old =S

what am i trying to do? i'm confused with what i'm doing.




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wonderful (=

CONGRATULATIONS CHONG!!!!! (= okok~~though you never reply me...but i'm still very happy for you!!! your big big day on 25th Oct!!（＝

TCC~~wow~~~~~~ (= low class people went there!!LOL!! not only their food is nice~~ the workers employed also handsomes and pretties sia....hahaahaahh......okok~ crap aside...today is quite productive...happy　(=

dropped by to say hi to kim kong and mdm yap and Rosni!! (=

tuition..plus dinner plus arcade (=

Patrick~hihi!LOL! *bumped into him* hahahhah..

*smiles*




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breakfast!

hot mee siam and 九层高 as breakfast!!! so happy...hahahhaha....

long time since i woke up so early..LOL~!!!!woo~~

really don't feel like going to work...haha....how how how....just let me stay at home and i would be very hapy.. ^_^




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spacing in between

yesterday was thursday

today is friday

thursday is a lab day

wednesday is a day to chiong 2 reports

chiong already next day zombie

hahhhahhahaha

wth right

zombie is another form of a human

going to school later than usual

i still reached in time

being too accurate is also a mistake~ LOL zzz what's wrong with the marker?LOL!

stubborn nitrogen likes to make friends with oxygen LOL

no

the fact is blur ivy loves oxygen, so she decided to let oxygen to react with other reactants so that she have a chance to screw up her experiment. like what she always hope~ to do something she will never wants to do, or she would wants to do last.

well~ if you don't try now~ when are you going to find a better chance to try?

just a few steps away from my fume hood

the round bottom flask decided to commit suicide

friday

i skipped my kickboxing just because i am too lazy to change

i met them

they made the start of my recess week

i know i will be smiling because of them

everyone said

べんきょします

it seems to be a game all should like

i felt irritated

i saw a thin line, i really do

with that, i marks the start of RECESS WEEK

writing a thousand times of the word happy marks your day

smile for that's the first thing you'd want to do and the last thing you'd want to stop doing

(=




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yes

wow~ i'm feeling happy today~hahahaha.....enjoy every moments at home now (= enjoying my early day home today (= i love wednesday? (=

blasting of music!! (=

well~ i shouldn't be slacking now~~hahahah.....

an hour ago-fresh

now-sleepy....................cos i thought of reports!!hhahahaaha.........

why are you so nice to me?do i deserve it?



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slacker

omg~this is crazy..looking at the carbonyl lecture notes i really no motivation to continue!so thick man...and i'm still feeling so sleepy.............

kanji test~practice guitar~haha...how can it be fitted into my day man?2 lab reports...LOL!good luck to me... (=

just feel like telling you...cos simply wants to slack a while..LOL!

just do what i can.top priority: organic test!haha...

well~once again~i'm confused with what i'm doing..i'm doing what i feel like doing..is it the right way?


so should i pon inorganic lecture tomorrow?LOL!!2 hours!　(=

i want food (=



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love u guys (=

omg~ this is crazy..had never been so busy before..i can't breathe...but i will hang in there (=

finally i decided to quit my job..decided not to go USA..sad..but i can't handle well..

thank you guys so much..appreciate the efforts put in... (=



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a little act of kindness

a little act of kindness makes my day~ (=

kind souls does exist at times (=



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tuition

wow~ can you imagine? i just went to teach tuition today?LOL! that sounds funny isn't it?hahahah~~~ taught digestive system today~ before i go, i was thinking that after going through the questions he don't know what can i do man..wanted to back out seriously............seriously.....seriously..................................i'm so damn scared man........

when i reached....read through his common test...i was like wth~~~~~~they are learning stuff that i learnt during my secondary 4 to uni man!!!LOL!!!!no one likes to teach biology.....hahaha....that's why they also got no choice?haha.......hmm~this tutee is quite hardworking also i suppose?seeing his today's performance....still find that he's not bad...haha.....should be able to score well? (= after the tuition i had headache sia.....think i never so focus before while doing my school work...lol.....too exagerating....lol.....now i don't feel like doing anything sia...want to go sleep then tomorrow see how.........i hope my answer and the standard answer will not be too way off...LOL!!!

my weakest topic~ sexual reproductive system..LOL!!!!wth~

well~ today's presentation isn't too good...ganna shoot......teacher never listen to me?or what i said is really just theory?..haha..

i love assam! (=

i love to sleep!




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lovess (=

i love my family.i love my friends.i love sports.i love music.i love languages.i love adventure.i love to sweat it all out with a reason.i will love my future job.lol.so what do i love?

it seems that common things are uncountable?



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heehee

woo~~~ don't knwo what happened today man..haha....from the first lesson i doze off to when i'm attending my guitar lesson!!!hahhaaha....so bloody damn sleepy today man..LOL!planning not to go jap~but in the end i still went!haha.....was glad that i went..hah...otherwise i'd have miss quite a bit..haha....and guess who i saw today?XX and WY~!!haha........quarrelling over the celebration of WY's 21st birthday while i'm soundly asleep~!!!woohoo~~hahaah....

CBC212~!!!i can't understand today's lecture at all man!!

CBC213 haven't revise!!!

haha..

practising guitar and Jap needs time!!hahaahahah....woohoo~~~

^_^




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peggy's 21st~!

peggy's 21st birthday at a muslim restaurant!!! (= or am i wrong?LOL~!!it's so deep into bugis till i don't know where le...hhaha~!!

had an enjoyable dinner with WX, Peggy, Nana, Shuzhen and Shereen~!! (= love them~! (=

today is also unity 2/8 NTU meeting~!!! haha...so many in there now....but so sad......i can't attend...but it's ok~ there's always a next time (=

steamboat on wed?movie on wed?LOL~! ^_^ cancellation is never in my dictionary?



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COINCIDENTAL (=

HAHAHAHHAH

so funny~ what i always joke about finally comes true~!!!LOL!!

my sisters' boyfriends all came and stay over today!!!LOL!!

both my beds occupied by them!!!!!

hmm~~so now where i sleep???

living room?!!LOL!!

nah~tonight my father is at the living room~~so i'd be sleeping in the master bedroom!!LOL!!

well~ it's fine to sleep in the living room also...as long as there's a fan..LOL!


sick stomach~humph~



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RSPVH orientation 2009

today's orientation was great! (=

enjoyed it to the fullest~

things simply goes the way we want~

all the games are really fun (=

dinner in the dark and yet i didn't dirty the table! (=

greatest pleasure is to~~ do what your heart feels like doing (=



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r u?

you are so good and nice till i'm wondering are you a human being?LOL!



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expectations (=

wow~~~within around an hour and sensei expect us to memorise around 30 vocabularies??!!!LOL!!!though i believe in miracles.....but not in this way man..LOL!!!!! they are simply freaks~!LOL!

another expectation......reading of notes without writing down the notes~!LOL!!!omg............



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a man who can change my life?

where do i foresee myself in 5 years time?

what kind of person will i be?

am i really capable of doing that?

should i go forward? out of my comfort zone?

i really wonder.

Peter Chan. you are a great someone.

can i manage the stress?

life.careeer.family?

which is my priority?

dare to dream.dare to try.

hardwork is needed. forgo my leisure time.

goodbye msn?

that's so funny.haha.

tomorrow is the choice.

be decisive.

damn it. can someone jus free me from financial worries?

DAMN IT MAN. THE RESULT IS ALWAYS QUARREL.

who will understand my stand?

why i always don't understand?

Peter Chan, will you believe in the wrong person?

when when when when when when????

i will be smiling always.

always making the wrong decision?

i think i can go bang against the wall.

useless me.

there's no such thing as independent?there's only inter-dependent?

i think everything is my problem?

maybe it's just me. i should just disappear into the thin air.

i'm really sorry for being so emo.

i just hate myself for everything i do.

don't ask me anything regarding this.



it's always so easy for someone to tell me, you can always earn back. you can always earn back. u can always earn back. it's just so easily said than done. i'm just not capable of doing that. i'm just stupid.dumb.brain cells getting lesser and lesser. i don't want to talk to anyone. anyone please don't talk to me. can anyone tell me who don't want to travel? or is it that i'm just too insensible?i think i am insensible.very insensible.i'm very sorry. narrow minded. i'm thinking too much. or am i not far sighted enough? damn me damn me damn me damn me. please kill me. please kill me. i'm just forgetful. blur. and what else. why the hell i am living on this earth. it had never belongs to me at all. i always want to be happy. i really want. i really can't help but be deep in thoughts. i am so immature. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. they never been able to enjoy as well. why is it that they are able to do it but i can't? i may never be able to understand the love given by them. even small things i can't handle. never learn from mistakes. worst forever. i really hate you to the core. i am really very uncertain of my future. why am i talking to dad in that manner? i am such an unfilial child. someone please kill me. i have got no more motivation to live life to my fullest. why are we putting stress on dad? 穷人家就没有权利吗？kill me kill me kill me please. please. please. please. what do i want? the rich will never understand the poor.

the secrets.





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i will survive

i'm the survivor the the game on immunity challenge (=

expectation = disappointment (=

welcome to my social life~

welcome to my world~

it's just getting everything linked~

i know a bunch of damn sociable freaks..LOL..just one time..and it means ok the next time..

work and travel USA~!!!!!!

are you game on?



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consciously don't know

i know i know i know i know i don't know?????

forgotten what i want to write...LOL~~!!!

kickboxing~!!!

FINAL DESTINATION 3D!!! =D

woohoo~~

Sunday 4:30pm~~~~~~~~~ (=



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test test

testing my immune system (=



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should i laugh or should i frown. LOL.

omg..i am dead.so dead.so real.so true.but it's not going to last till then.

一笑而过

i've got a damn funny laboratory neighbour.LOL.

为你写诗.LOL.that's funny.

for everything that was done, there's always a reason/excuse (if you chose it this way).



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stories of a crab

story #1
你愿意把快乐双手奉献给他吗？我想这是我应该做的是。(= 因为。。最简单的快乐就是。。。让别人快乐。。何乐不为？
this isn't real. you will know. (=

story #2
如果不是你我不会相信朋友比情人还死心塌地。。


story #3
这将会永远随着我。。伴着我。。

story #4
简简单单。



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no title

when a problem can be solved...why worry? (=



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sleep

sleep sleep sleep (=




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oRphaN

orphan.....a movie which i thought would be like uninvited....a damn disappointment movie...but it turns out to be a thumbs up movie.......! (= a movie which makes me speechless for words....how long can a little deaf and mute girl keep the tramatising secrets?what's the feeling of having to know the secrets and not able to say it out?what's your feeling when you want to save your family but your partner simply refuses to believe in you?Max...I salute her! (=she's just so damn cute...hahahh...(= alrights...finally...at the last part of the movie i can't stand the mixed feeling.....plus the '9' year old Ester is just tooo........unpredictable....haha......as for the police....they can sleep at home..LOL!

laughing all the way while walking to the MRT station...hahahhahaha............

他要的是陪伴。。而不是六百块。。比你给的还简单。。

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害。。说是我挡住你的美好未来。。




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(=

hey ger~ i really see the change in you now (= keep it up!haha.... (=

shan's guest book is just so beautifully done up (= and guess what??i bumped into a person whom i approached at canteen B (interest of RSPVH booth) at shan's birthday today!omg....how small can a world be?LOL!!! just within......7 hours......strangers on street.....so far yet so near (=

siew lian is also a changed person right now (=

lim ze yi still no change! (=

it has become a meaningless thing to do...



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ranDom

sometimes i wonder how a no sounds like~haha~

how can a man be a gentlemen with sincerity?haha~ (=

no wrong idea~~ (=

different games played!




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1st wonderful day

first day of school~how was it?　(=

there's nothing special..insomnia before schol starts..cannot wake up the very first morning..ganna scolded by sis again~and there i go....school~~~here i come!!! (=

electives...electives....haha...it's just so irritatin..LOL!

went to guitar audition today...LOL!!! hmm....yupps.....you read correctly....it's audition~hmmm......and we waited for the teacher in charge from 230pm - 420pm........due to communication break down....in the end~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~audition=writing down your names...LOL!!!

my vegetarian fishballs!!!! (=

tml mind's cafe??????




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1:50am

~i will survive~

doing what was said is difficult....for you have to understand something~ change is the only constant (=


stopping activities is hard....first week of school goes like this....it can't be a cycle forever...for i'll definitely be dead~




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pointlessly walking (=

have you ever spent a day in orchard and not knowing what to do just because shopping isn't your cup of tea at that point of time?LOL!!!!

omg....one whole day at orchard walking up and down aimlessly with my sis...rested at orchard central's sofa....and fell asleep!LOL!!went to PS thinking that we want to watch movie...in the end it does not matches our timing and we walked back to orchard...haha....

it's such a lame day..LOL!!! (=

anyway~GI JOE is nice! (=




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DeN

haha~~ everytime go to ama's house to visit her in the end like visiting Jayden instead?LOL!!!

brought Den out to play at the play ground yesterday~he's just so energetic when i don't show him the energy i should!LOL!!kids are really kids..haha...seeing him shouting for his friends to come down.....running around without worries...haha....it simply make me smile..haha...

refusing to go back....crying on his way back...yet i simply don't care about him for if i do....he won't go back！哈哈！！hiding myself not letting him see me....that makes him cry again...shouting my name out loud.....and omg...that makes me feel like sayanging him more...haha...i'm just damn bad at that point of time..LOL!!scaring kids?haha.....

well~kids are just so realistic.....when they need you...they will come to you..LOL!!!


today brought my little darling boy out again.....this time to an air conditional place
haha....went to watch UP!! it's just so damn worth it and nice!haha.....funny...touching....with story line! (= and i realise something...i used to fall asleep in movie theatre is cos i'm working last time..LOL!!!today i'm enjoying throughout......opening my eyes wide....and......................laughing my way through! (= hahaha......funny funny fun fun!(=

school's starting next tuesday... =(


i'm wondering...why does everyone only have 24 hours a day??haha....that leads me to a thought...when a fact is a fact...y bother to ask y is this fact a fact when u can't change a fact....it's an absolute fact which i can't change....so...in order to make me feel better.....is try to get as much things done as possible!if work can be completed....then there's no point working..haha!! (=


i'm loving it! (=



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barrage (=

finally~~met up with ntu friends~haha...hmm~so who are present?let me see...hmmm~~they are: xiao hui, pearlyn, valerie, nate, calvin, zhen hui, yuan xiong and me!haha....the rest not free to come =(

went to marina barrage to fly kite and play frisbee!haha.....i successfully flew e kite up! (= with the help of valerie...aaahaha....high high into the sky~~~ ^_^ frisbee was fun too!but........it flew into the sea!!!a kite did that too~!!!haha! the deep blue sea is kind of seducing?lol........perhaps it's just too lonely....alrights~ it just need some company...haha....and one more thing is.............why is there so much food left?!!omg...the guys are just small eater la har?haha........anyway...the food made by YX and Valerie was really nice (=

dinner at creation after that...somewhere at bugis..LOL... (=

~finally..i went to marina barrage~


sometimes...i'm really wondering......is it really worth it?



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there's no one in this world is to be trusted..

i will be independent..

谢谢你的关照。。我一切都好。。



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never speak when you are on fire

never speak when you are on fire

^_^



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4.50am - insomnia

recollection

31st Jul, Fri

this is the day when i spend the longest day with nhg friends....

worked OT this day to do some archiving....while doing it....i'm wondering....what makes me willing to do such a boring job....when i'm only looking through case sheets......archiving away those with visits in the year 2006 and below......and there's really damn lots to do man....zzz...after thinking through.....i find that it's cos of a goal hich i set for myself.....*self achievement* is important (=

after OT...me, Randy and Feng 大哥 went to causeway to have our dinner......initially i suggest to play a game of daytona only after dinner.....and all thanks to an offer.....saying......'pay $20 for $20 more'....and there goes our self control......we accepted the 'great' offer...and spent almost 2 hours in there doing stupid things...LOL!well...having said that......it has really been long when i start playing in arcade with total engrossment....it's just fun doing some stupid things at times.....though i might have been doing it quite often in my normal life..LOL! *ops*

one important thing to mention is....my lunch partner Patrick came in the afternoon!(= us, the pioneer batch went for lunch together (=

a great day i would miss.. (=


1st Aug, Sat

it was another normal day~ work in the morning...CCA in the afternoon...but this day was just a bit different...cos this is my last day in nhg polyclinic.....chocolates...prunes...and a fishball...lol....doesn't it sounds funny?a fishball...yes...it really doesn't matter what i received....it's the sincererity which i felt that makes me happy....really happy....this day is also referred to as the nurses day.....and yet i missed a great buffet just because i need to leave in a hurry!!LOL........but it's alright......i'm not a nurse afterall...LOL! *consoling myself??* haha!

~sometimes i'm really wondering...how much food can a stomach store~
there are simply too much good food........around......

met my secondary school friends for dinner.....initially there should be aound 7 meeting....in the end becomes 3..LOL!but it's alright.......we met someone whom we never catch up with her for years!*drums roll*............and it's non other than WANG CAIYU! (= she still keeps her very original character...haha.....and what she remembered is like.....what i'd forgotten!LOl!!zzzz.....i think i'm losing my memory slowly...!LOL!!....zzzzzzzzzzzzz........ i'm glad she came (=

home we went at 11 plus.. (=


2nd Aug, Sun

met Van and Fu gege after work.....haha......went to chinatown to eat 田鸡粥 (= it wans't as good as Geylang's one...but it still satisfy me and makes me happy (= we never really chatted much....but i simply enjoyed their company (=

then...we tried to look for mango pudding....but after a long walk...we found none.....then finally at 9 plus....we same to this shop...yes....this shop....a dessert shop which i had memory on..!this is the place where me, Ah Tai, Yap, Nate and Mike went..haha....


3rd Aug, Mon

i'm jobless. feels weird...for the whole week i'm not working...plus i'm not going for CCA cos i've got something on....whole week my own activity...a totally different week.....

badminton...meet up...ama house...sleep...study?LOL...that's hilarious...

watching a show now~ *loneliness will only be felt when?* - when all your family members left you...she says~ *我习惯了一个人。。但从没像现在那么孤独*


guess what?i'd used more around 40mins plus minus on this entry..LOL!




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spms

现在要拨出的歌是。。。。吴克群的‘为你写诗’。。。。

i was already humming the song in my heart.....and what i heard was...........teochew song!LOL...........zzz......why the bus uncle go change channel...LOL!!! - pioneer to ntu's shuttle bus.


went to a talk 'Molecules changed the World' at biopolis.....lol...initially i thought the talk was about some pharmaceutical companies....but in the end it was about a book....haha.......oo~~keep falling asleep...hahaa..........i'm messaging while i'm half asleep!LOL! (=


following that...i went to ntu!!!!haha......just to crash my school's camp..LOL!!had a great chat with xiao hui, kelvin, nate and xiao hui's friend...haha....her name is just so difficult to remember la!hahah......damn unique!hahah.......had a great laugh...LOL!!!i learnt how to cheat for a bottle of drink?!!!!hahahaahah.......! saw SiWei and 1 primary/secondary (cannot remember..lol!) school friend....haha....but he don't recognise me...LOL!!cos i'd never been in the same class as him!hahaha......



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count down - 3 days more...

haha...so many people in the polyclinic are falling sick...zzz...shortage of people....haha....



shooting of the long service staff today! haha....and i'm the civilian?!the patient?! (= so lame...Rani sabotage me..lol.....



auntie Helen makes me feel that aunty can be non aunty also (=







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谢谢 - 张智成 toro

打包难忘的表情
天气却不如预期
漏了你轻声呼吸
怎么能欢天喜地

我们爱的唱的这一秒的要怎么忘记
怎么做 才不落为俗气

一个拥抱 换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息 讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光 能够倒回到那2001
放学后 在校门口等你 多遥不可及

故事说穿了剧情
忘了你穿哪件衣
窗外那一片晨曦
我在歌里面找你

我们爱的唱的这一秒的要怎么忘记
怎么做 才有一个惊喜

一个拥抱 换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息 讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光 能够倒回到那2001
放学后 在校门口等你 多遥不可及

一个拥抱 换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息 讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光 能够倒回到那2001
转眼后 你已经道别离 还是谢谢你
谢谢你

从前从前 白衬衫的上面 还有一点点你流干了的鼻血
操场的后面 教室外的窗帘 晾着我还来不及的那个道歉
告白的事件 牵手的情节
我们事过了境迁之后彷佛不再那么的直接
那个画面 停止不了的想念 怎么时间还是冲淡一切


finally i hear Toro again (=



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Convocation day

today is my sis grauation day!!! (= we took so many pictures! (= haha...so happy (=

bon voyage peeps! (=



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extreme

bump into Van n fu ge ge today at vivo~! (=

*smiles*

wondering~if those are really my interests?when i enjoy everything regarding it...but no investment in it....

也许我一直害怕有答案 - 有时候自问自答


心酸
because of what you said..because of what pa said.. =extreme mood swing=
laughter with emo tears


*happy happy birthday Jason too! (=*

one more interesting thing about today is.........some passerby suddenly came to give me and angel amr bean coupon saying how lucky we were to have the coupon cos she happen to have the last piece...lol.......saying how much we can save....and still ask me to share with friends if i can't finish using it...lol!!!damn funny...then me and angel were like........looking at each other...LOL!



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slacker's day? ^_^

woohoo~~solar eclipse which happened for 6mins 39secs??!!! the longest??!!! (= and it will happen again only in the year 2132.....hahahahah.....

tomorrow off day! (= hhahaha....happy happy......though it was a fact due to some blurness in me again...LOL!but i'm still glad that it was the first official off day which i requested...hahahahh.... (=

slacked for half day today too! whee~!!!! ^_^

only sad thing is i never get to eat my chicken shredded hor fan!!! =( just because feng gege want to eat prawn noodle...LOL! *humph* going to complain to jie?!LOL!!! her bf bully me!!!hhahahha....

greatest addiction: chicken shredded hor fan...... (=

hmm~~tml my papa's birthday! hahahah..............going to have a surprise for him?! (=

my dear friends!enjoy your KL trip next week! (=

i want to go ipoh with you guys!and we'll visit 老哥's house man! (=

to plan a a trip to bukit timah?haha....hmmm~~~~

i want to go all places which i had never been to till now!!!hahahh.........




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zzz

i realise sometimes i don't really like to give in easily...wanting me to do that.....why can't you then?perhaps to you you may think that i can easily do that...but to me you can too....why can't you give in?why must it be me?lol.....i'm stubborn at times....but yet i can follow people's ideas easily...haha...

sometimes really sick of things that happened....that's shown in my attitude...and actually i do know that my attitude sucks....lol.....and like what i always said....what to do....i always have this sucky attitude...haha.....zzz....

nice food places?
canopy walk?
ski 360?
bukit timah hill?



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每个人都分得清自己的底线在哪？

~u r e only one to make me feel that i'm still a normal human~

prawning prawning - 18th July

fishing fishing

chilling chilling

i didn't realise.
i realised.



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2.26am

colour sentences

what do i actually want in life?

what am i actually thinking?

in 5 years time, what will i be?



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~15mins of torture..hahaha...oOoO?

woo~~guess where am i now??hahah....i'm in school!!hahaha....long time since i came back to school..lol...had a nap before my turn~~and just ended my dental appointment at around 11.10am....and went for lunch...lol...the vegetarian stall got no fishball!hahah....sad...lol....the fake fishball~~so i ate the chinese stall instead...LOL!

taking 1 hour to go back to marsiling....hmmm....seems like i still can clock 3 hours plus...lol......but well~ since i'm only asked to go back in the morning.....so afternoon will be my free time...lol.......

alrights~~am looking forward to meeting Louie bro, Jo and Cal later...haha...and of cos...our dear Alison...hahah....

hmmmmm.....friday will be another appointment..LOL....looking forward to torturing myself?!LOL!

若是累了。。就放慢脚步。。

当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答



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12:09pm

finally~

finally~~~

i action my thoughts~~LOL....and that is not wanting to go to work~~haha....woke up at only 7.15am...simply pondering on whether should i go to work today.....lol......knowing that i'm already late...lol.....and i'm late by half an hour! (=

trust is just so eaily broken..lol....simply try breaking it once....and thats it...lol...there goes the trust between Jaslyn and me..hhaaha.....

tomorrow, having dental appointment...and jaslyn still ask me to work from 7.30 to 9~lol... i thought she'd be asking me to come after my appointment instead...lol.....hmm~~indeed...they lack of man power...lol....

i want to sleep only.my only wish for now.lol.

哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我


娱乐百分百is just damn funny..haha!




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aunties make my day

i like aunty Jenny. seeing her really makes me happy.haha.

sore throat~?

i'm home today (=

aunty jenny.aunty angie.aunty hanah.

吃软不吃硬？

today is a damn busy day.the whole world needs the doctor.lol.

~interesting quote~

Loneliness is the one true thing you can not share. For once you do, it's gone.
--found when looking for inspirational stories




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occupied

vh quotes (=



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raindrops

Aunty Mary, please go attend some manners course..ZZZ..

i don't know what else can i say about myself..


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我不去管以后

如果说你要走 我不会留 我不去管以后

today is a much better day though i accidentally send the HFL case files to the wrong rooms.haha.

today is the 10th July, 1 month to school start. (=

the adventure begins...

somehow~my lunch partner is being missed..haha...pioneer batch is still pioneer batch...always the most bonded.. (=

谁会行赏你的缺点？(=

自卑的心灵似乎无法去找新的主人 缺乏自信心的我永远无法跑出自己的安全区

包容 谅解 似乎都做到了

我知道？ *不愿踏出那圈圈*

i saw natalie today!haha...




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should i smile or should i laugh?

oo~~MRO makes my life stressful for half of my day...zzz.....

hmm~~when will i be able to meet up with boi~J gege~fu gege~Van~nana~carman~missy?hmmm~~~~~~ *humph*

i'm smiling cos i know i have to?i'm smiling cos i'm really happy?i'm upset cos i can't control my emotions.i want to be indepedent.my wish.

不在乎天长地久 只在乎成今拥有？

dad is becoming like the past~ *smiles*

i'm so happy now!cos i slept for 5 hours plus just now!!! (= going to sleep soon now~haha! =P

thanks Gem for ya concern! ^_^


so irritatin~lol...why can't i get the blog timing right?zzzzz.....



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thank you! (=

thanks Germaine for helping me to shoot Michael back man!LOL.....love you! (=

hahahah....

damn him...lol....don't mess with me man...even though i'm afraid of the whole world~i'm not afraid of u...LOL.....i'm only giving you face when i try to speak to you nicely and a bit of care of concern..LOL!

MRO......change of environment......hahahhah......



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shutting all doors

shutting all doors

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no title..lol..

firstly to say~i'm glad that my father decided to sell satay~hmm~but really....江山易改本性难移...hmm~today is his first day~but as usual....doing it for a while and he don't know go where......then moments ago then he come back~not too sure how i can have a better attitude towards him...rather~i chose to keep quiet when i see him...that wasn't the best solution for his condition...but i really cannot control my actual initial feeling?

yesterday was another day i'm looking forward to....but a bit disappointing cos of the weather too...raining...zzz....partly my fault too?lol...cos i reached a bit late..haha...i'm sorry~but the word sorry is just too difficult to come out from me at that moment of time...ops~ but truely, i'm sorry about it...haha....while walking...it brings back my memory...when i went there with WW, Fu gege and Van (= every places i passed by with you guys...it brings back wonderful memories (= we dismiss so early yesterday man~haha....yupps...cos of the rain....zzz...lol....so sad~........ *humph* i haven't enjoyed enough moments with you guys..

today was another great day (= i met up with my poly dearies~ CAL and JO! (= Alison not free to come =( we had a great chat.....!and we celebrated cal's 23rd birthday today! (= designed a cake for her! (= we are all happy (= really happy (= great catch up with you girls (=

well~i really enjoyed this 3 months holiday of mine~it's a fulfilling holiday for me...planning activities after work everyday...this makes me not wanting to go home early everyday once i'm out...it was tiring due to the need that i need to wake up early....and yet i always don't feel like sleeping at night...catch ups with friends~meetings~work~ (=

说的容易 做的难
如此可见， 它们让我不想说话
但在现实生活里又不能不开口
真悲哀
老是喜欢胡思乱想
不能控制情绪
拿不定主意
喜欢玩耍
不想认真
但同时又喜欢认真
不够细心 不够温柔 不够体贴
不听话的我 固执的我
安静 吵闹 沉默
我快乐 我难过
不太晓得以后的路我会怎么走
只知道今天的我因该每天面带笑容
=对未来的我没信心=

活在今日

好困

睡觉


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a day of finishing?LOL...

today Germaine is a total craze!!!!!!LOL.......making weird and totally funny and non serious actions to the patients!!!!omg...LOL....and to think that i'm as crazy as her to the extend we kissed again??!!LOL!!!!!!OF COS' IS WITH A MASK!LOL~!so funny....

i'm so sleepy now again..

went to Yuting's house to do the souvenir....hmm....finally it's done man!yupps....so happy and glad...haha.....thanks Jason for helping us to do the video...hahahah.....we do till i got no train home sia... =( thought will still have..but i'm just totally wrong!!!!!!omg...LOL....cab is just so freaking expensive la....lol.....

journal (=



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没有如果

hmm~~i've got so much thoughts in mind today.....wanted to type it all out.....but need whole lots of time.....so...am i still going to type out?

it all revolves around.....you guys!!hmm~ but i'm really too sleepy now....

shall sleep first... (=

cancelled my youth session tomorrow...haha....shall rest at home tomorrow....tired....


如果道歉有用的话， 还要警察来干什么？

如果道歉有用的话。。。。

Patrick told me....perhaps it's better that i live in my own world~


~bad girl in disguised~



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days of memories?

haha~~long time since i last updated my blog...hahaha....hmmm~~let me see what i can remember..haha...(=

31st May
went to 4 museums in Singapore!LOL....it wasn't really a tiring day.....cos all the museums were all at around the same area....hahah....this day was the national museum day..LOL....3 of the museums we went were free and we were so happy collecting the stamps..LOL...only the mint museum of toys need to pay...LOL....the Singapore Philatelic museum really make me think of my primary school days...LOL.....being a stamp collector...LOL...till now the stamps were still with me!hahaha.....and the toy's museum toys were simply....hmmmm.....unique!LOL.... -love to travel around- LOL...

12th June
a day to remember?had dinner at xin wang taiwan cafe~~hmm~~the food there was not bad...haha..quite worth it....went to star bucks after that....!love diva chips frapacino!! (is it this name?lol...)doraemon...hp chains...roches...card...love it.. (=

13th June
hmmm....this day~~after work~ i went to meet up with the VH committee...LOL...this day we were only doing the recordings......and did a dry run for 1 of the game..LOL....this day was quite slack..haha....we listened to songs after our dry run and during the recordings...LOL.....love this kind of feeling....full blast music...haha...isn't it cool???hahah.... (=
after that i went to meet up with my poly friends...haha....hmm~~Shereen, Debra, PWJ, Ying, HR, Ivy Li, Malcom...haha.....we went to holland Village to eat the Xiao Long bao buffet...LOL...then when going home that time, i realised that i can take bus from clementi...lol....i was like...wth...zz....i was at clementi before i arrive....but i purposely took train to Buona Vista to take bus..LOL......zzz....then after that i went to Shan's house to celebrate Jia's 21st birthday!omg....after a short chat with shan, KL and Taigor, i fell asleep...LOL......till Jia came....gave her a surprise....then then then....we played a while and drank a bit....then.........chat a bit more....then i KO...!LOL....omg......luckily i woke up just in time to go home..LOL.......a miracle?cos my alarm was quite a distant from me and yet i can wake up!hahahha.......

14th June
Actual Jia's 21st birthday...haha.....working this day....and went home to watch vcd then sleep!well, this wasn't my initial plan....cos initially we wanted to meet up with Ji Liang....then changed to having a family gathering cos it's father's day (confusion whether it's on the 14th or 21st..lol..)?haha....but as usual...my parents not on...lol....and wow....i slept at 9 plus today!lol......long time since i slept so early..hhahah....(= but sadly...i woke up even later the very next day man!lol......

15th June
first patient to complain that i'm rude!LOL......so funny......before there's a complain....my friend already say why i ask questions like want to fight like that...LOL... =P alright~~seems like i'm becoming more and more like a bad girl?lol....this world is just so complicated la har.....till i'm so sick of being simple.....don't mess with me?lol.... =P

16th june
TODAY!HAHAH.....Mr policeman videoed me using the net while working...LOL....wth...are you trying to threaten me with that?i still did my job la....lol....so many are using the net and yet you videoed me?lol....but seriously...i don't give a damn la...LOL.....try me....and see if i'm scared...LOL.... =P and yea~ i had my first kiss with Gem??!!!LOL.....girls from girls school are.......different!LOL.....going to Pricycia's house now!hahahahh..... (=


days ago Yap Kor was sick....now is 猪头哥哥's turn....hmmm~~please take care man! (=

i want to go eat durian coming friday!!! =S

~no off days~



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No Pain No Gain

No Pain No Gain…

Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful…

Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for that pain or work.

So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness a head. (=

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tired

i'm tired i'm tired i'm really very tired!!!!ROAR~~~~!!!!!!catching lesser hours of sleep as compared to school days man...lol.....omg....zzz...but that makes me feel that life is much more interesting...but why am i doing all these?hmmmm....but anyway....my tiredness can't be compared to the event's team people..lol.....

yesterday went for youth session...really enjoyed it man..haha..they really acted so well!!haha....some r really clever....others are talented...they really look harmless...but why are they there?really hope they will have a bright future...study hard kies? (=

guess what?today morning i met TL on my way to work..LOL...such a coincidence la har...hahahahah....went to meet Priss after work....to listen to her presentation...while waiting to meet her.....went to clementi to eat chicken rice with Zul...LOL....it's nice!hahah...it's also Yiting's birthday celebration today~~so surprised to receive her invitation..LOL...but in the end i also never go...LOL....not free ehs...hmmm~~(=

alrights...gonna watch blood, the last vampire next week..LOL...

and 1 last thing....my desktop is finally saved!!!LOL...


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78th..lol..

hmmm....my 78th post...lols....

should be sleeping now...haha....but why aren't me sleeping?haha...alright...it's still the same......looking at the computer always makes me sleep later..lol....haven't recover from the lack of sleep...haha....

went to watch monster vs alien just now with my god brother..lols....as usual....the show is nice..but......along the way i'd still be feeling sleepy!lol.....jus because i'd not recovered from my lack of sleep!!!LOL....

alright~~worked for around 3 weeks already....the first week was a torture for PPE is required.....but the 2nd week onwards was great!!no PPE (= but now.......4 confirmed cases in Singapore...humph.......PPE do you actually love us?lol....if you don't.....we seriously don't mind you know?LOL.....anyway....you guys make me stay on......all of you are great yea? ^_^

VHVHVHVH....YOUTH YOUTH YOUTH...hmmm....a sense of belonging everyone should have...

as usual...i wouldn't want to lead a no life life after work....so....i go out almost everyday?!haha....well.....people around me are the same as well...haha....

hmmm...and 2 days ago's dinner was great...lol....West people simply have 默契for punishment la har..LOL....so funny...you 2 really damn funny man...lol....feel like watching an entertainment show...hahaha....i YZ is here too...hmmm....i think i got no appetite to eat le...cos i'd laugh till bing...!LOL...

alright...after 6th July i'd be jobless..lol...i think i should......hmmm...

释怀说的太多就成真不了(=

学会享受过程。。i'll try? ^_^

you told me...have i made it clear?have i?i think i had..just that i'm still leading a life where i'm still who i am...didn't want to lose any of you..you told me your story...all along...this is known to me...so....there's needless to bother about other people which in turns making you not who you are...making yourself restricted from what you do..it was understood all along...so...as what i told you...i'm trying...alright~ ^_^

don't praise..for i'd think that you are being sarcastic...lol...

it shouldn't be done on a purpose...do you know that?

friends....are you worth to be mine?am i worth to be yours?i don't see it...but slowly you'll get used to it...it's just a matter of time.....being the best medicine to everything..



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humph

feeling helpless.

missed

fever fever fever..

long time never had it le..

zzz

make me missed the chance to meet them..

zzz

ZZZ

go sleep now!hahaha...



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orchard->dohby->AMK

whatever the case, i'm happy today (=



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emo? =S

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自己属于 我自己
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品
我们 那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过
没有你 却又突然 听到你的消息

looking at your profile~i can't help but really miss you... =( this shouldn't be happening. i'm not too sure how i should handle it. hiding all the possible feeling. staying a distant away from all. going towards a dead end. with no replies. you did nothing and i did everything? no. it's actually, i did something and you accepted it. it's not a matter of choices? on the contrary, it is. i want it. i don't want it. cold and hot. you did it. when it comes, i won't want it. i only want to enjoy the very moment. you used to make me suffer because of her, who's also my idol. i really do admire her. it's because of the sufferings that makes me remember you till now. it's all the different feelings with different people. i refused to stay on to one till now. i'm sorry. can you make me feel that i can still feel you? went to visit them on friday. it's simply the same feelings. all the same old faces. only 1 new comer. Helen, being my age, is already a capable supervisor. she's just my idol.

this kind of strong feeling is comparable to working at Ameron. it's when you try to avoid thinking, you'll feel it more.

ok..stop emoing..i just want to say..i had a great LABOUR day at ECP! finally i feel you sun~ and a great sour leg day at orchard~!LOL... 28th Apr to 4th May~ packed days.



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李玖哲 - 不，完美

你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美
我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美
当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
后来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
完美并不美
我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美
当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
完美并不美
我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美
当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪 完美并不美
我们多虚伪 你让我的好
变成一种罪
完美并不美
当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美



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ping pong

ping pong is round~!!!!!hahahha...



当你有了胜负之心。。你就不会快乐。


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racing against time

it's either you know and you do it...or...............you don't know and you skip~!!!hahahah......

omg~~so many words just now....hahahha........

really racing against time man~!!!LOL~!!!no time to think sia....hahahah....

anyway...again...another paper's over~!!!hahahha....


you'll see to it..



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22nd Apr..hahhah... (=

today is 22nd April~!and my sister is now in HongKong..just cool alright~


as days past~lifee moves on~things happen......but the world still revolves.....it simply tells us that there's still hopes..

a word of sorry full of feelings is just hard to be expressed without teary eyes..

yet 2 words of thank you..also full of feelings can be expressed so naturally...with a true smile..

which ever was chosen..it's just a consequence or a result which may have already been predicted..

it may meant nothing to you...but it can mean the world to someone..


# being trapped #

you'll be tough enough i believe..

ACTION
COME ON

it will always end with........



^_^


a smile alright?
i'm sorry~but i really do love you...cos'..i'd always love my family...no matter how bad am i...you all will always be there...i know it all along..even though i'd always been bad all along..


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~meAninGfuL~

十句话‏

第一句　　

如果我们之间有1000步的距离　　　　
你只要跨出第1步　　　　
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步　　　　


第二句　　　　

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人　　　　
才是真正爱你的人　　　　


第三句　　　　

付出真心　
才会得到真心　　　　
却也可能伤得彻底　　　　
保持距离　就能保护自己　　　　
却也注定永远寂寞　　　　


第四句　　　　

有时候　不是对方不在乎你　　　　
而是你把对方看得太重　　　　


第五句　　　　

朋友就是把你看透了　
还能喜欢你的人　　　　


第六句　　　　

就算是believe　
中间也藏了一个lie　　　　


第七句 　　　　

真正的好朋友　　　　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题　　　　
而是在一起　就算不说话　　　　
也不会感到尴尬　　　　


第八句　　　　

没有一百分的另一半　　　　
只有五十分的两个人　　　　


第九句　　　　

为你的难过而快乐的是敌人　　　　
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友　　　　
为你的难过而难过的　　　　
就是那些　该放进心里的人　　　　


第十句　　　　

冷漠　有时候并不是无情　　　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具


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full stop for MAS

yes~!MAS182 finally ended~!!!it's over~!!!hahahaahhaha~!


hmmm~~~~mugging for chemistry, physics and biochem starts today~!!!

woohoo~~~but not now~!hahahhaa....cos i'm so hungryyyyyy~!!!!



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JAPJAPJAPJAP

Jap paper later~!and why am i here???!!hahahah~!

sleeping too much already?!hahaha....

x xxxx xx xx xxxx ~!!!

I will do my best~!!!



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=(

OOOOOOOMG~! I SPRAINED MY BACK COS OF A CHEM TBK~!!!

ROAR ROAR ROAR~!!

=(

bon voyage Soon Aik~! (=

last day of school tomorrow... =(

i'll miss the days in sch....crap crap crap..haha.. (=



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touching ^_^

A Story to live by....

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'
有一位瞎女很討厭自己因為眼睛瞎了。她也討厭每個人，唯一不討厭的是她的男朋友，因為他都常守在她身旁。於是她對她的男朋友說：「如果能讓我看到這個世界，我愿意嫁給你！」

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.
有一天，有人捐了一對眼精給她。當紗布解開時，她能夠看到一切，包括她的男朋友.

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.男朋友問她：「現在你可以看到這世界，你愿意嫁給我嗎？」那女孩看了男朋友是個瞎子，他那對蓋上眼皮的眼睛嚇到了她，這是她無法想像。她想：要我嫁給他而一生對着他這個樣子，我無法接受。

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.
'於是，她的男朋友很傷心的離開她，幾天後寫了字條給她：「親愛的，請你好好照顧你的眼睛，因為它不是屬於你的之前，它是屬於我的。」

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.
這也是人的腦會如何做當情況有所變動。只有少許人會記得他或她之前的生活及誰會在身旁當他或她處在困境的時候



Life Is a Gift
生命是一份禮物

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.今天，當你要講一句不善之言－－請想想那些無法講話的人

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
當你要埋怨食物的味道時－－請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時－－請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.
今天，當你要埋怨生活時－－請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
當你要埋怨小孩時－－請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時－－請想想那些住在街邊的人

Before whining about the distance you drive -Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
當你在哀訴駕駛的路程－－請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
當你很疲備而埋怨工作時－－請想想那些無工作，殘疾的，及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.
當你想要指著人或互相譴責時－－請記得沒有一個人是無罪

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
當壓抑的念頭讓你無法振作時－－請你笑一笑想想：你還活著存在世間！



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Pearly & YL's bdae celebration~!! (=

woohoo~~~~~guessed what happened yesterday?????hahahh~!!!!!it's nothing but me doing resume till 4am in the morning when it shouldn't be the case man~!!ROAR.......~!hahah..............the reason being 3/4 of my time was chatting...LOL.........so long never had a long chat on msn le...........and yesterday was a day to make up for the lose of chats????~!!LOL.....

today we had a wonderful celebration with Pearlyne and YiLun at SPMS~!!!hahahah.......well...it was a hot day...so......we chose to have it in the air-conditionered spms building~!!hahah~!!!woo...it was cooling...hahah~!!!

ooo~~finally the day has come~!hahaha...ROAR....and we had celebrated birthday for a friend whom we used to ignore each other~!hahah.........and whose that??it's no other than pearly~!!

hmm....it's quite a successful one as what i felt??hahha.......... ^_^

thanks for all present man...haha.... hmmm...so does it include myself??hahahh.....(=

hmmm~~

promise that ~distant~ won't be in your dictionary?haha...



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SMILE

KEEP GOING

IT'S GONNA BE A REAL LONG RUN

WOOHOO~~

PERSERVERE~!

CAN CAN CAN!

SMILE SMILE SMILE

it's not that i didn't want to reply..but it's just that i didn't know what and how to reply..

RESUME~!ROAR~!HAHAHHA..

WHAT THE HELL AM I WRITING..LOLS..

LONG TIME NO SEE..I'LL CATCH UP WITH YOU SOON~!

^_^

# 这世上没有谁少了谁是不能活的 #

# 世上没有谁不能取代谁 #

~there's only 1 thing, 2 do, 3 words, 4 you. i love you~ => woo....this is cool isn't it....haha...saw it from my friend's nick..hahah.... <http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9u3c65LHIY>

~love start from a smile, grow by a kiss, finish by one drop of tear~ and this is from Selena~!!haha....quite true also...isn't it?haha..

JoJoJoJo.....where are you..haha.. ^_^


Life is short

BREAK THE RULES (HAHAHAHAHA)

forgive quickly

kiss passionately, love truly

laugh constantly

And never stop smiling

no matter how strange life is

Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should SMILE and be
grateful.

KEEP SMILING!!!



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lost

tutorials..resume..tests..exams..report..celebration..

lost..in the jungle..

i love the jungle..but not getting lost in it..

~life is fair in the most unfair way~


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i've learnt~

I've learned....That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....That we should be glad God answers all prayers - however misguided they areRemember - NO is an answer......

1 + 1 = 2I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned...That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned....That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned...That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...That I wish I could have told my Dad that I love him one more time before he passed away.

I've learned....That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned....That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned....That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks

SORE THROAT =( =( =( HOPE I DON'T FALL SICK. =)

you are really straight forward.anyway, i'd enjoyed your presence.



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birthday celebration at Clark Quay's mind's cafe

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOEY (27th Mar) AND TENGLEE (26th Mar) N HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADNAN (31st Mar) ~! ^_^

the celebration went well today...everyone's willing to take time off from studies to attend the celebration though exam is just 2 weeks away...i was reluctant initially...i'm so sorry to having that thought...but still went in the end... (=

Earth hour is over........and i failed to participate in it....hhaha...zzZz...

sore throat... cough cough.. =(



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a message for you..haha..

jayden boii~!heard from yvonne yiyi that you are very guai yesterday~! ^_^ ok....i'll bring you out on may ok? ^_^ kelly ger and claris monster..haha~!wait for me too~! (= ~lovess~

i'm super tired..

study le like never study...still can't do the questions =(

it's really a difficult topic~so....there are really many sides to your story..haha...it's actually too obvious till i reply straight..LOL.....but i think.....it all lies in the feelings....which determine whether it's still possible to be friends or not after something happens......character of that person counts too..yes?no?haha....all kinds of relationship requires 双方面的经营。。i wouldn't want to care if the other person don't show interest in maintaining....haha...agree with me?



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finally....haha....

ROAR~~!

HAHA...FOR FUN~~~LOL...

well...today went to buy present for YiLun and Pearlyne with WanXin..haha....hmm...we bought a niky bag for YiLun and Pearlyne gotta a shirt and a bracelet with her name carved on it~!haha...wondering if she wears bracelet or not..haha.... ^_^

finally we bought the present... ^_^

i just can't stop but to say....i really admire your courage...


hmmm...wondering why that kind of emotions....envy..jealous..or simply concern?mixed feelings..lols....



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25th Mar 2008..haha~!lame title..lols~~

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你

hmmm...if only i mix around with you more...i'll take things easier too..haha...but seriously cannot believe there's no moments when you don't even care about anything, you don't mind what's happening.. haha.. well...you told me you do have some emotions over somethings..but you'll 放下 the next day...it's cool, isn't it?haha~~ ^_^

my mama, jie jie, mei mei spent hours to wake me up this morning =X hahaha....well...they are simply the best..hahah.... ^_^



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neVer

humans are selfish in nature.

never trust anyone.

^_^

test out your friendship, and you will realise what you had never realise.

no one can promise you what is going to happen to the future.

you believe.

LIFE

interdependent.

independent.

i read you. you read me.

i know you. you know me.



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# thoughts #

i will climb the highest mountain.
i will swim the deepest sea.

life is actually very simple.
eat.sleep.play.study.work.
everyday is a new day.
BRAND new day.

humans is already very complicated.
so, do not complicate it further.
think simple.
do not read too much into others thinking.
reading too much will only make you suffer.

miracle does exist.
but miracle is not about sitting in front of the computer and thinking of it.
it is also not when you stone it will come to you.
definitely not when you did nothing and expected it to happen.
it's when hardwork comes into play.

falling in love with someone is difficult.
forgetting someone you love is even tougher.
stopping yourself from loving is easy.
i love to be alone.
it's a total enjoyment.

21 days to 'excitement'
trust me.

what i need is encouragement and not using needles to poke me.



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mummy birthday.. ^_^

21st Mar is Guma's birthday and 23rd Mar is my mama's birthday..hahah...this year no cake..lol....a card was made as usual...and we went to Lai Lai to eat..haha...the food there quite cheap...but yet full..LOL...hmmm....and e saw a kawaii boy...LOL....me and my sisters were planning to secretly take photo of him..LOL..cos we were taking pictures from the time when we enter the restaurant...hahah....k la....was just playing around only...LOL...

i think i'm becoming more like a typical girl..LOL....

i really hope i got more shoes..

more clothes..

a converse shoe..

never teddy bears...LOL~!

more healthy lifestyle...definitely....^_^

hmm...if only i have a husband named Racket..LOL.....I WANT TO GET A PERSONAL RACKET~!ROAR~! though i'm not a pro player..LOL..zzZzz

well...at least now shopping is not a sickening thing to do as compared to the past..haha~!



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