till today then i realise that my actions are weird man~!hahahahahah....didn't know why whatever was done...but just feel that this is a gesture of friendliness....but...hmmm...somehow only me on earth thinks is?
today's outing cancelled~! =S nvm....shall wait again...
went to visit my kui ma again just now....at that moment of time....i realised that actually...i'm still a human with feelings.... *tear drop* ~u will get better~
一个人我至少干净利落
`不说出的温柔`
JJ's concert i wan go~!!! =(
in the long run..you will know who are your friends..
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Friday, January 16, 2009
u'll never know..
crY!ing 0uts!d3 !n w!th whAt3veR rea$0nS
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so much thoughts dashing through my mind now....can i cry out loud now?
whoever..whatever..
放我一个人生活。。
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so much thoughts dashing through my mind now....can i cry out loud now?
whoever..whatever..
放我一个人生活。。
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Genie's campus concert 15th Jan 08
went to Genie's concert today and never attend CCA...hahahaha....*ops* last minute found Andrea to go with me... (=
actually don't really like all her songs...hahah...but....ok la...since i get hold of the ticket....then go...hahah.....as usual....long long long waiting time man~! hahahha.....
the most interesting part of the concert is when 3 guys were to sing a duet song, liang san bo yu juliet with Genie......LOL.....damn funny la the "chao ge".....LOL..........make the whole lec hall HIGH man~!!!!hahah.....clap until my hands also pain pain pain.....hahahahh....well...got high expectation on their singing techniques...but........hahahha..... *funny* hahahha....
alright...gotta physics tutorial tomorrow...and haven't do...*ops*
# u r e one #
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actually don't really like all her songs...hahah...but....ok la...since i get hold of the ticket....then go...hahah.....as usual....long long long waiting time man~! hahahha.....
the most interesting part of the concert is when 3 guys were to sing a duet song, liang san bo yu juliet with Genie......LOL.....damn funny la the "chao ge".....LOL..........make the whole lec hall HIGH man~!!!!hahah.....clap until my hands also pain pain pain.....hahahahh....well...got high expectation on their singing techniques...but........hahahha..... *funny* hahahha....
alright...gotta physics tutorial tomorrow...and haven't do...*ops*
# u r e one #
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~weEk 2~
o man..it's the 2nd week of school already...and everyday is still the same...haha.....monday lab plus Jap tut...and home i went...tues tutorials and played badminton...*finally* hahah...but sad that my lec mates all cannot come...only left me and another friend...o~ and....met Van n Fu gege too..to pass them something and also went to Ajisen Ramen to eat...hahhaha...but only ate ice cream...o man..nearly cold to death..haha...*ops* too exaggerating...hhaha..wed lec lec and lec..haha...o ya...and met up with a pastor..haha...hmmm...seems like i keep meeting someone in life who makes me on and off keep coming into contact with christian stuff.....haha...but...hmm..somehow...there's a barrier between me and christian stuff...perhaps one fine day i would be baptised...but not now definitely..hmmm...today~gotta CCA till 9...and tml gonna go dinner with some CCA friends...SAt..hmm...book court in the morning?LOL....see how....and yes...finally Sun~event day cum NYP Sinfonia 2009 @ esplanade ^_^
hmm...and early in the morning i'm up to fight for an elective MPS811...defence sci...but........there's no vacancy allocated at all la....actually i'm like have or don't have also nevermind......haha...alright....whatever you think *bad thing* always come true somehow......don't know why...but it's just a fact somehow i've had experienced it all along...hmmm...and the more you want to get something....the more you can't get it too......haha...zZzz... #what you think is what you are#
o~and coming sun feeling a bit heartache to forgo working in order to help out an event..haha...a decision made at 2008 year end....but gotta 2% of regret...haha...ok la...i believe i would enjoy more at the event ^_^
sleep sleep sleep....so so sleepy everyday ever since school starts...haha...sleeping earlier and earlier...well...it's good for health...but.....sleep too much waste time sia...haha...
how shall next week goes sia?? ^_^ mon meet Yutaka boi~Wed badminton..will it succeed?LOL...and Sat maybe to Ubin with sec sch friends...hahahah....hmmm...whr's my plan to study? ^_^
*internal struggle*
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hmm...and early in the morning i'm up to fight for an elective MPS811...defence sci...but........there's no vacancy allocated at all la....actually i'm like have or don't have also nevermind......haha...alright....whatever you think *bad thing* always come true somehow......don't know why...but it's just a fact somehow i've had experienced it all along...hmmm...and the more you want to get something....the more you can't get it too......haha...zZzz... #what you think is what you are#
o~and coming sun feeling a bit heartache to forgo working in order to help out an event..haha...a decision made at 2008 year end....but gotta 2% of regret...haha...ok la...i believe i would enjoy more at the event ^_^
sleep sleep sleep....so so sleepy everyday ever since school starts...haha...sleeping earlier and earlier...well...it's good for health...but.....sleep too much waste time sia...haha...
how shall next week goes sia?? ^_^ mon meet Yutaka boi~Wed badminton..will it succeed?LOL...and Sat maybe to Ubin with sec sch friends...hahahah....hmmm...whr's my plan to study? ^_^
*internal struggle*
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
end of week 1...
yesterday had an early night sleep ^_^ hahah.....slept at 8 plus till today 7 plus~!whee~!! (= wanted to wake up at 5am...but...as usual...alarm always rings 2 more hours before i will wake up ZZZzz...hahah...anyWAY..wan't really a good night since i had been dreaming..hahahah....finally feeling better?hahaha...hasn't been feeling well since thurs...hahahs...caught a common cold ehs...hhaha....though still hasn't been really well..but well....at least i had my sleep...hahahhah....*smiles* lol~~
one week of school past...hahah...with only the first week.....i see people from y course mugging sia.................what is this......ok...they are just a hardorking bunch of people..haha.....
and yea~finally decided to drop HRM..haha.....but haven't go drop yet....scared that i change my mind again...haha..anyway....i think i wouldn't regret dropping ba...haha...and yes...i couldn't get mktg but went for the 1st mktg lesson..LOL....so weird ehs....put mktg as the last choice...and yet want to take again...hahha....anyway...couldn't get it....and didn't want to sit in front of the com to keep looking for vacancy...hahhha....i think i can just leave with one elective..haha...
hmmm...had been thinking of the choice made again.............due to the fact that no one knows the future..........just live on with it man....look far...set goals....alright? ^_^
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one week of school past...hahah...with only the first week.....i see people from y course mugging sia.................what is this......ok...they are just a hardorking bunch of people..haha.....
and yea~finally decided to drop HRM..haha.....but haven't go drop yet....scared that i change my mind again...haha..anyway....i think i wouldn't regret dropping ba...haha...and yes...i couldn't get mktg but went for the 1st mktg lesson..LOL....so weird ehs....put mktg as the last choice...and yet want to take again...hahha....anyway...couldn't get it....and didn't want to sit in front of the com to keep looking for vacancy...hahhha....i think i can just leave with one elective..haha...
hmmm...had been thinking of the choice made again.............due to the fact that no one knows the future..........just live on with it man....look far...set goals....alright? ^_^
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
~browsing through~
hmm...just read my sister's blog...one fine day..she was just angry with us...angry for we always putting friends 1st..
well...it's true that she really really do take care of our 3 meals properly as long as she's at home~!omg...i would have anyhow settled it man.....
wondering if i really do understand????i suppose no...did things which sadden people......close close one.......i'm sorry....but i'm truthful in what i did...it's irony isn't it...good people never receive the right treatment....pity..anger..rude..disheartened..disappointment..mood swing...happy..touched....
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well...it's true that she really really do take care of our 3 meals properly as long as she's at home~!omg...i would have anyhow settled it man.....
wondering if i really do understand????i suppose no...did things which sadden people......close close one.......i'm sorry....but i'm truthful in what i did...it's irony isn't it...good people never receive the right treatment....pity..anger..rude..disheartened..disappointment..mood swing...happy..touched....
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~night out~
i'm so damn sleepy now....zZzz.......yesterday slept at 7am...woke up at 10.30am to go for the 'let's moove it' trial run...alright...what i can say is..their games are just creative~! (=
went to CCK stadium to jog with Jia Jia in the evening and night went to Cineleisure's K Box with cousin and sister till 4 plus...wanted to sing till 6...but..........my sister fell asleep at 3 plus la..haha....and it's just damn bloody cold there....and never go home at 4 plus..lol~!cos' if you miss the last night rider~that's it...either you cab home or you wait for the 1st bus or train~! hahahh....and next SAturday my friend wanted to go pub..hahahha...and i agreed..lol...what's wrong with her?haha...is she just so sian as stated in the sms?hahahah....
alright...yesterday went out is cos my cousin wasn't feeling ok in the heart...having serious communication problem with the family...wondering whether to take up 1 more diploma...wanting to give our darling little boy a healthy family and yet have to tolerate someone's at times unacceptable action whom in my eyes seems quite a good person....whatever was said...i listen...but..never 100% trust..for some reason...i can feel that you really do dote on us...without fail...but sometimes...whatever was done...and with the fact that i am not around you 24hrs 365 days..i see..trying to stay neutral and not hurt you further...i try to stand in a neutral position..it's a mess i know...no more of a reversal route for you..and yet avoiding is never the solution...i really couldn't believe you totally..but...hope that a mistake was realised...not looking back..and just do what's the best for darling little boy..for he'll be the only one to allow you the courage to live on i believe (= i think much talking was done..yes..it's just time for some self reflection...
"释怀说了太多就成真不了 。。也许时间是一种解药。。也是我现在正服下的毒药 。。"
it's no use looking back or wondering...how it could have been now or might have been...
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went to CCK stadium to jog with Jia Jia in the evening and night went to Cineleisure's K Box with cousin and sister till 4 plus...wanted to sing till 6...but..........my sister fell asleep at 3 plus la..haha....and it's just damn bloody cold there....and never go home at 4 plus..lol~!cos' if you miss the last night rider~that's it...either you cab home or you wait for the 1st bus or train~! hahahh....and next SAturday my friend wanted to go pub..hahahha...and i agreed..lol...what's wrong with her?haha...is she just so sian as stated in the sms?hahahah....
alright...yesterday went out is cos my cousin wasn't feeling ok in the heart...having serious communication problem with the family...wondering whether to take up 1 more diploma...wanting to give our darling little boy a healthy family and yet have to tolerate someone's at times unacceptable action whom in my eyes seems quite a good person....whatever was said...i listen...but..never 100% trust..for some reason...i can feel that you really do dote on us...without fail...but sometimes...whatever was done...and with the fact that i am not around you 24hrs 365 days..i see..trying to stay neutral and not hurt you further...i try to stand in a neutral position..it's a mess i know...no more of a reversal route for you..and yet avoiding is never the solution...i really couldn't believe you totally..but...hope that a mistake was realised...not looking back..and just do what's the best for darling little boy..for he'll be the only one to allow you the courage to live on i believe (= i think much talking was done..yes..it's just time for some self reflection...
"释怀说了太多就成真不了 。。也许时间是一种解药。。也是我现在正服下的毒药 。。"
it's no use looking back or wondering...how it could have been now or might have been...
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Friday, January 2, 2009
finally~~
yes~!finally i've got a new phone~!yea.......hahahah......
it's SE W910i...same as my sis de...but hers is red and mine is black..haha....yepps...and it's zero dollars now..hahahha....
alright..school's starting...shall stay focus???hahah...
*forgive and forget*
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it's SE W910i...same as my sis de...but hers is red and mine is black..haha....yepps...and it's zero dollars now..hahahha....
alright..school's starting...shall stay focus???hahah...
*forgive and forget*
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
=) ====================================== (=
hmmm............i'm thinking not being financially independent is really a torture sia~~~omg......but what you choose to do you have to be prepared yea...?hahhahaha.....
yea~i'm kind of prepared for the past month~!haha~!................................................................
and for the last week of my holiday~just feel like staying home......being my usual self again~!haha........
saying no time and not enough dollars seems to be excuses to me......didn't want that to a reason to anything........i hope so....hahah........... ^_^
earn~
study~
organise~
phone~
cca~
outing~
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yea~i'm kind of prepared for the past month~!haha~!................................................................
and for the last week of my holiday~just feel like staying home......being my usual self again~!haha........
saying no time and not enough dollars seems to be excuses to me......didn't want that to a reason to anything........i hope so....hahah........... ^_^
earn~
study~
organise~
phone~
cca~
outing~
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2009 ^_^
hohoho~~~~2009 is here~~~~~!!!!
haha....so where did i went to count down???? (=
haha....yes~!the place is at home~! (=
wanted to go K box with sis...but never.........wanted to go out with cousin....but never also.....hahahhah.....(=
alright....stepping into a brand new year....so what's my resolution??? (= hee.....
in anyways~~~~yesterday i received a blessing i would love to keep~! hAHAHA...and that's from Uncle Chew~!!!!!!hahahahhaha.....
o man~i had wanted to send him a new year message initially...but don't know why somehow something stopped me...hahahha......and i'm so so surprised and elated to receive his 1st~!!! (=
yes~! remember (=
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haha....so where did i went to count down???? (=
haha....yes~!the place is at home~! (=
wanted to go K box with sis...but never.........wanted to go out with cousin....but never also.....hahahhah.....(=
alright....stepping into a brand new year....so what's my resolution??? (= hee.....
in anyways~~~~yesterday i received a blessing i would love to keep~! hAHAHA...and that's from Uncle Chew~!!!!!!hahahahhaha.....
o man~i had wanted to send him a new year message initially...but don't know why somehow something stopped me...hahahha......and i'm so so surprised and elated to receive his 1st~!!! (=
yes~! remember (=
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