bowling at west coast

hello~!

went to my kui ma's funeral just now~~and after that set off to meet Yap, Ah Tai, Mike and Jia~

initially i am afraid that i'd be quiet~!haha...cos i'm always right...LOL...but after meeting them....i had been enjoying every moments~ (=

we went to bowl at West coast without having dinner together~!so sad...initially we should have it together...hmmm...

alright~my bowling skill is still the same...haha......but that's not the main thing...it's the fun we had together~!hmmm...Yap and Ah Tai were so funny~!omg~~~scandalous pair man~!hahah....laugh until my stomach pain.....haha~!ok~~maybe that explains why their score is so close too?LOL......the 1 pin which never gets hit down~!hahahah.....so funny~~~

*smilEs*


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1st project meeting outside school hours~!

hmm...yesterday was our 1st project meeting on comm skills~!hahah...k la...there wasn't much to do also....adequate time should be spent on it...but not too uch i suppose since it's only a pass fail module for all of us~!(=

half way through the discussion...hmm...actually not really also...were searching for videos only....i received a call from my father....kui ma had finally ended her misery....perhaps this may be good for her since the doctor said no drugs had effect on her already...hmm...it's just a fall....and you can see how serious is it for an old lady~sadness was felt when walking round her coffin~she will be happy in her after life i believe..

after the meeting we went for our 1st lunch~cum dinner~had sakae buffet...initially i wasn't intended to go already...and in the end i went....with pearlyne not joining us~!so sad...k la~at least got 4 went including me..haha...hmmm......

joke of the day~XH so funny~ask till so politely whether i want to eat the rice and she eat the prawn of the sushi..LOL...in the end she also finishes both..haha~~

alright~got to do my ppt again~

# if onli i can treat everyone a feast ^_^ #


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~if only~

ROAR~!!!!i just wanted to shout it out loud~!IF ONLY I'VE GOT HELL LOT OF DOLLARS FOR ME TO SPEND~! okok.......i don't know what i'm thinking......what i know is there's nothing i can do without it....someone used to tell me...this is my choice...and what i will face is this......and i'm prepared to face it...but....it's irritating when this is the reason for rejection.....arhx.......actually it gives me a reason to stay home which i seems to like it recently....but on the contrary...it makes me anti social?for it makes me don't feel like going anywhere....hmmm....ok...even if my parents can support me......i also can't have the thought to want to spend in terms of going out.....hmmm....

alright...i'm not too sure.....and one more thing is that i'm reading too much into others action such that i've misunderstood somethings.....it seems the case...but somehow i don't feel like clarifying it....for if i were to do so...there's just so much to clarify.......why can't confidence just come and find me?or do i have not enough exposure?why can't i just focus and do something?why am i just so distracted?somethings was just thinking what's the point of me living on this earth......how i wish i'm an angel who can bring happiness to everyone....i'm a genie who can grant every wish..i'm a kid who'll never grow up...a doraemon who can make everything possible....

how i wish...i'm obama...who can change the world...heal the world to make it a better place...how i wish...i'm a useful person.......

can i just be a mute girl?i don't wish to say anything... brain dead + dead heart=walking vampire..am i cold blooded or warm blooded?am i a girl or a guy?how i wish i'm a guy.... ~i'm nt a ger..nt yet a woman~

平凡确实是一种幸福
没有如果

alright~
shall share an interesting tongue twister...

here it goes~~~

i thought a thought,
but the thought i thought i thought
wasn't the thought i thought~!
if the thought i thought i thought
had been the thought i thought,
i wouldn't have thought so much~!

haha~!wasn't it nice? one of the most meaningful tongue twister i've came across....in my communication class..~!hahahh.....like it ^_^

now...just want to ask you to control your inner emotions....don't read too much into actions.....and you better be focus~! and can you please be more of a normal person?haha....stop being so weird...do also keep in mind that the world doesn't revolve around you...it doesn't have time for you to make delayed decisions...you can't be wildful anymore..#talking to myself# LOL~

请原谅我　原谅我不成熟


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我不会等着谁来将我安慰

haha..is that considered as an emo title??lol..just feel like putting it as the title...haha...it's from the 主题曲 of a long ago channel 8 show...forgot what title le also..haha...but i think the song title is "让我飞" hahahah.....i think so only...lols...

alright...recess week had started...and my 1st weekends gone....went to cca on sat and after that to my workplace....and i give it a pass to learn sign language~!hahah....sun went for VH annual outing...hahahha...yesterday only studied a bit of jap only..haha....o man...am i suffering from some kind of illness?really can't seem to sit down properly and study one...ZZZZ.....wed and thurs gonna be out to do project....sat and sun out to work....hmmm....how much time i'm left with man?????

haiyaya....it's so irritating......

Mr Gary was right~~successful people have a focus mind.....and i didn't have....haha...so i'm not...isn't it a sad case?haha...hmmm....i always like to do the thing i like 1st~!HAHA......

what kind of life do i want man~?haha..................................................

anyway..the only thing i know is if i never revise my work now...i'm gonna suffer after recess week~!!!!ROAR.....................................

alright~looking forward to coming Fri meetup w my friends.....ahhah...hope it won't be awkward...ahha...for i'm speechless at times~!hahah...... ;)



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slacking me...haha.... (= *ops*

alright~it's not a necessity to attend lecture for i seldom pon lecture...but still...i got go like never go like that...zzzz....attending lecture simply make me feel like i'm still schooling...lols...otherwise no tempo to study sia....

got a lot of things to do now actually....lol....do till i sian...actually haven really did much...cos went to sleep just now...haha....now once i fall asleep in the afternoon...can only wake up after 3 hours~!hahahaha...

and one more thing is...most guys doesn't show expression in written messages...haha...y huh...LOL...but still see some more like humans...hahahahahah......now i becoming more like them....emotionless...LOL..........

and saw one of my friend's nick "the biggest room in the world is the room for improvement..." hahas...isn't it so true???haha...

~爱是一种需要…却不一定要得到~meaningful ehs??? (=

o o o...and one last thing....hahahaha....we handed in our assignment one even before the due date~!haha....so happy...i always wait till the last min to hand in in case there's more to ammend..haha...Yi Lun is fast and efficient ehs...hahah....a good partner for lab and projects (= even though she's damn busy with her netball man~!haha....our Singapore team girl (=

it's week 5 nowwwwwww......... ROAR~!



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rAndOm ^_^

i'm so so so sleepy now...haha...did two tutorials yesterday...LOL...biochem was alright...still can do...but Maths was.....haizzzzz....haha.......must link back to MAS181 sia...zzz.....next semester organic chem also the same....all also forgotten le....isn't that a sad case???a typical 'memo and vomit' student?understanding plays a part...but some things can only memo...haha....

had maths tutorial just now...it was so....zzz....couldn't understand la... =( then all the physics students were like trying to reason out some parts with the tutor and i was like...just let me understand alright~~...haha....so many smart people around...wondering how did i end up here?was it purely luck??i suppose....alright~was simply feeling stupid everyday~~~zzzz....at times really enjoyed the company of friends in school......haha....

hmm...had been more of a good girl recently...LOL...rejected outings...haha.....tried to discipline as much as possible..lol....alright~i would say succeeded by 1%???!!hhaha....that's little...but still ok la...better than nothing..haha....

hmmm....campus concert tomorrow?!haha....2 friends pang seh le...........how many more to go???and quite happy that my friend willing to pon and to go with me if no one going..hahah....but of cos i said no...LOL...how can i do that to my friend...haha...hmm..i'm quite easily contented...but sometimes easily gets angry...haha...cos i think my thinking a bit different from others..LOL...and what wasn't said may lead to some misunderstandings...LOL...but sometimes angry will say out....other times will accumulate...and one fine day~~~volcano will erupt~!haha...joking la...LOL...hahah...k la~it's ok....never go also nvm...lol......just looking forward to lunch tomorrow...haha.... (=

o yea~i'm so sorry that at times i'm like a kid..LOL....cos that's just me...can't help it..haha.....especially when i'm with my secondary school friends..LOL....and recently feeling tired of talking to people..haha....again...being quiet is still me~!hahahha.......but hope potential friends are still around....^_^



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sUndAy~~~

hahaha...mock papers mock papers mock papers...........so many many....haha....so confusing....having a messy person to look at confusing things what will happen???LOL~~today normal day as usual...and a hyoer kid make my day..lol~~the little little boy who has got a very special name and can never sit down properly~!LOL....keep moving about while doing the test la..LOL~~~~sit on the table some more....hahahahha.....so cute man~!and a little little ger....hahah....looks so much like a japanese...hahah.....

k la....was feeling better le...i think it's really the hormones which are doing the bad~!!!hahah........so guys must understand their gf man~!!hahahhaha....*ops*


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