lost

tutorials..resume..tests..exams..report..celebration..

lost..in the jungle..

i love the jungle..but not getting lost in it..

~life is fair in the most unfair way~


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i've learnt~

I've learned....That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....That we should be glad God answers all prayers - however misguided they areRemember - NO is an answer......

1 + 1 = 2I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned...That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned....That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned...That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...That I wish I could have told my Dad that I love him one more time before he passed away.

I've learned....That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned....That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned....That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks

SORE THROAT =( =( =( HOPE I DON'T FALL SICK. =)

you are really straight forward.anyway, i'd enjoyed your presence.



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birthday celebration at Clark Quay's mind's cafe

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOEY (27th Mar) AND TENGLEE (26th Mar) N HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADNAN (31st Mar) ~! ^_^

the celebration went well today...everyone's willing to take time off from studies to attend the celebration though exam is just 2 weeks away...i was reluctant initially...i'm so sorry to having that thought...but still went in the end... (=

Earth hour is over........and i failed to participate in it....hhaha...zzZz...

sore throat... cough cough.. =(



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a message for you..haha..

jayden boii~!heard from yvonne yiyi that you are very guai yesterday~! ^_^ ok....i'll bring you out on may ok? ^_^ kelly ger and claris monster..haha~!wait for me too~! (= ~lovess~

i'm super tired..

study le like never study...still can't do the questions =(

it's really a difficult topic~so....there are really many sides to your story..haha...it's actually too obvious till i reply straight..LOL.....but i think.....it all lies in the feelings....which determine whether it's still possible to be friends or not after something happens......character of that person counts too..yes?no?haha....all kinds of relationship requires 双方面的经营。。i wouldn't want to care if the other person don't show interest in maintaining....haha...agree with me?



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finally....haha....

ROAR~~!

HAHA...FOR FUN~~~LOL...

well...today went to buy present for YiLun and Pearlyne with WanXin..haha....hmm...we bought a niky bag for YiLun and Pearlyne gotta a shirt and a bracelet with her name carved on it~!haha...wondering if she wears bracelet or not..haha.... ^_^

finally we bought the present... ^_^

i just can't stop but to say....i really admire your courage...


hmmm...wondering why that kind of emotions....envy..jealous..or simply concern?mixed feelings..lols....



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25th Mar 2008..haha~!lame title..lols~~

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你

hmmm...if only i mix around with you more...i'll take things easier too..haha...but seriously cannot believe there's no moments when you don't even care about anything, you don't mind what's happening.. haha.. well...you told me you do have some emotions over somethings..but you'll 放下 the next day...it's cool, isn't it?haha~~ ^_^

my mama, jie jie, mei mei spent hours to wake me up this morning =X hahaha....well...they are simply the best..hahah.... ^_^



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neVer

humans are selfish in nature.

never trust anyone.

^_^

test out your friendship, and you will realise what you had never realise.

no one can promise you what is going to happen to the future.

you believe.

LIFE

interdependent.

independent.

i read you. you read me.

i know you. you know me.



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# thoughts #

i will climb the highest mountain.
i will swim the deepest sea.

life is actually very simple.
eat.sleep.play.study.work.
everyday is a new day.
BRAND new day.

humans is already very complicated.
so, do not complicate it further.
think simple.
do not read too much into others thinking.
reading too much will only make you suffer.

miracle does exist.
but miracle is not about sitting in front of the computer and thinking of it.
it is also not when you stone it will come to you.
definitely not when you did nothing and expected it to happen.
it's when hardwork comes into play.

falling in love with someone is difficult.
forgetting someone you love is even tougher.
stopping yourself from loving is easy.
i love to be alone.
it's a total enjoyment.

21 days to 'excitement'
trust me.

what i need is encouragement and not using needles to poke me.



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mummy birthday.. ^_^

21st Mar is Guma's birthday and 23rd Mar is my mama's birthday..hahah...this year no cake..lol....a card was made as usual...and we went to Lai Lai to eat..haha...the food there quite cheap...but yet full..LOL...hmmm....and e saw a kawaii boy...LOL....me and my sisters were planning to secretly take photo of him..LOL..cos we were taking pictures from the time when we enter the restaurant...hahah....k la....was just playing around only...LOL...

i think i'm becoming more like a typical girl..LOL....

i really hope i got more shoes..

more clothes..

a converse shoe..

never teddy bears...LOL~!

more healthy lifestyle...definitely....^_^

hmm...if only i have a husband named Racket..LOL.....I WANT TO GET A PERSONAL RACKET~!ROAR~! though i'm not a pro player..LOL..zzZzz

well...at least now shopping is not a sickening thing to do as compared to the past..haha~!



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suki

had lunch at suki sushi today......we are there to celebrate TengLee's birthday...hmmm.....(= it cost more than sakae sushi's buffet....but not any nicer than sakae sushi's sushi...haha~!

ok....seems like this year i'm like gonna earn to buy presents...LOL...omg.....

can i skip all lunch and dinners?hahah...

damn bloody full man.....zZZz...

ooo...and since everyone thinks that i stay in hall.....then i shall now announce that i stay in hall 6-5-9~! ROAR~!


~seeing perfection from imperfection..that's what perception is all about~




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baDmintOn sEssiOn

hmm...finally after so many weeks of no exercise week......we played badminton~!yes~! ^_^

ok.......kept laughing when partnering with Lionel...LOL.....he's just damn funny la...OMG......really cannot play properly when partner with him....ok......he and Li Wan already like together le la......just that still not official...haha~!

hmmm....and one sway guy.....borrowed Zhen Hui's racket to play for a while......and guess what?the racket's head fly off after around half an hour~!hahah~!o man...................so 'lucky' man.......hahahh...........

and after that went to buy Joey's and Adnan's present....hahha....had a great laughing session too..LOL....

a dinner today to be postponed to May...hmmm....hope it will be a successful one... ^_^

okok...was happy today...

*smiles*



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真实 - 张惠妹

你说的话在我心中生了根

爱得很深 所以心会疼

记忆在我的心中翻滚

是不是每一个人

都像我一样笨

只怕再问对彼此都太残忍

我能感觉另外一个人

我等等笑容换成泪痕

爱在崩溃的时候比较真

太多疑问知道答案又如何

原来容忍不需要天份

只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实

爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次

一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子

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我相信 - 杨培安

想飞上天和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑 让你我肩并肩
何处不能快乐无限
抛开烦恼勇敢地大步向前
我就站在舞台中央
我相信我就是我 我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边 在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在 我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
想飞上天和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
抛开烦恼勇敢地大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我 我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边 在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在 我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边 让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精彩万分
I do believe 我相信（我就是我）
我相信（自由自在） 我相信（我相信）
I do believe OH AH
我相信我就是我 我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边 在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
OH 我相信自由自在 我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边 让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精彩万分
I do believe

我愿意相信你是善良的。。你是。。个。。好人。。

天真愚蠢的想法

我相信。。


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~DeceMbeR~

DECEMBER* Loyal and generous * Patriotic * Active in games and interactions * Impatient and hasty * Ambitious * Influential in organizations * Fun to be with * Loves to socialize * Loves praises * Loves attention * Loves to be loved * Honest and trustworthy * Not pretending * Short tempered * Changing personality * Not egoistic * Takes high pride in oneself * Hates restrictions * Loves to joke * Good sense of humor * Logical*



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mouth

motivating words vs hurtful words

both are coming out from mouth..

why did people choose hurtful words?

different effects.as you wish.

reality simply hurts.

if only the world is as simple as ABC (=

残酷的社会。。^_^

在不完美中找到完美

在人群中找到自己

不断的相信自己不会欺骗自己

你成功的被骗了

也成功的掩盖自己

你半信半疑

把简单的事复杂化

当有一天压力已不纯在

那将会是《放弃》的讯号

没意思

终究依然想念

周围发出的"暗号"

句点

# tHe seCreTs #



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gosh

~gosh~

hey baby..don't fret...what you see is what you get...you name it...i have it..haha~! *can you figure out?*

meaning?

meaning of?

what you see may not be the fact..


XH~i'll post e photos soon...haha...think nxt tues..LOL...*ops*



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speechless

i don't feel like talking anymore..

i will want to keep quiet..

congratulations to Junsheng and Lawrence who had or is getting married..

sleeping is my hobby..

exercising is a must..

1 month..as far as you know..

lazz...



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~relaxed~

felt so relaxed after the biochemistry test man~~had a relaxed dinner at school's Mac...then went for youth~whole day gone again....

today gotta morning lectures and tutorial....afternoon gym....tutorial....and 大嘴巴 campus concert~!whole day gone with a slacking life again...but anyway~the concert was nice..hahah....the group is interesting and Chong Qin is really interesting~!!! ^_^ YAP and PETER make me cannot finish my bee hoon~!hahahah....ROAR....~!

a surprise dinner on Wednesday~!LOL....

kuima really brought us together.. (= nice chat with you~~! (=

一切完美


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^_^

*Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan* *Lin Dan*

*smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles* *smiles*

there's no place like home

it's not a need to explain any further

i'd love to be alone

shall improve on communication



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没有如果 - 梁静茹

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上
最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉
的那天
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果 如果 没有如果 如果 如果
最后变成路过 我也不能接受
错过 错过 不想错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过
不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再随便错过
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉 的那天
别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么 快牵起我的手
DaLa DaLa DaLa DaLa DaLa DaLa DaLa DaLa
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口 那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么 快牵起我的手
(如果我说 爱我没有如果)
(错过就过 你是不是会难过)
若如果拿来当借口 那是不是有一点弱
(如果我说 爱我没有如果)
没有如果
(真的爱我就放手一搏)
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
(如果我说 爱我没有如果)
(错过就过 你是不是会难过)
若如果拿来当借口 那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还 怕什么
快牵起我的手
(如果我说 爱我没有如果)

~n!ce n!ce~ ^_^


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RSPVH

hey dude~we are indeed using each of our very little effort to stay bonded ^_^

isn't that great?

we will not disappoint our seniors and beneficiaries ^_^

~chalet~
~mooncake festival~
~beach hunt~
~park hunt~
~annual VH outing~

if there's a will, there's a way~

sick-tired-muscle ache


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a fine fun saturday~ (=

alright~firstly~my weekends are forever gone..cca~work~meetups~

today is the last VH session...and indeed..shuhui was right to say that the gift they prepared is useful~name carved on it somemore..(=a layzer pointer cum torch light~so glad to receive that...^_^

hand over of the positions from the 6th batch committee to the 7th batch committee..(=


Coordinator - Shumin
Centrehead - James
Secretary - Weilin
Financial Controller - Carmen
Business Managers - Jason & Joey
Event Managers - Adnan & Teng Lee
West Bus IC - Ivy
East Bus IC - Pricycia
Webmaster - Jason

Group Leaders
Bharath, John, Joey, Veronica, Yuting

i will be happy working with them (=they are simply cool people ^_^

went to watch marley and me with Cicila...haha...what i want to say is that...it's a movie worth watching (= it's touchin~~but i wasn't touched though..haha... =P

# sick #


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期待着。。。

yew tee's gonna have a shopping centre called yew tee centre~!woohooooo~~cool man~~hahah~!more and more shops are opening~!yes~!

期待着。。。 ^_^

saw ariel today..haha....and heard that serene's gonna quit...hmmm.........


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hohoho

haha...i love ponsak man~!haha...he's so damn cool~~woohoo~~

# confused #

#you gotta some problem man#

they are really artistic man~~haha....nice nice (=

presentation sucks..haha...zzz

busy busy busy


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