emo? =S

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自己属于 我自己
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品
我们 那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过
没有你 却又突然 听到你的消息

looking at your profile~i can't help but really miss you... =( this shouldn't be happening. i'm not too sure how i should handle it. hiding all the possible feeling. staying a distant away from all. going towards a dead end. with no replies. you did nothing and i did everything? no. it's actually, i did something and you accepted it. it's not a matter of choices? on the contrary, it is. i want it. i don't want it. cold and hot. you did it. when it comes, i won't want it. i only want to enjoy the very moment. you used to make me suffer because of her, who's also my idol. i really do admire her. it's because of the sufferings that makes me remember you till now. it's all the different feelings with different people. i refused to stay on to one till now. i'm sorry. can you make me feel that i can still feel you? went to visit them on friday. it's simply the same feelings. all the same old faces. only 1 new comer. Helen, being my age, is already a capable supervisor. she's just my idol.

this kind of strong feeling is comparable to working at Ameron. it's when you try to avoid thinking, you'll feel it more.

ok..stop emoing..i just want to say..i had a great LABOUR day at ECP! finally i feel you sun~ and a great sour leg day at orchard~!LOL... 28th Apr to 4th May~ packed days.



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