firstly to say~i'm glad that my father decided to sell satay~hmm~but really....江山易改本性难移...hmm~today is his first day~but as usual....doing it for a while and he don't know go where......then moments ago then he come back~not too sure how i can have a better attitude towards him...rather~i chose to keep quiet when i see him...that wasn't the best solution for his condition...but i really cannot control my actual initial feeling?
yesterday was another day i'm looking forward to....but a bit disappointing cos of the weather too...raining...zzz....partly my fault too?lol...cos i reached a bit late..haha...i'm sorry~but the word sorry is just too difficult to come out from me at that moment of time...ops~ but truely, i'm sorry about it...haha....while walking...it brings back my memory...when i went there with WW, Fu gege and Van (= every places i passed by with you guys...it brings back wonderful memories (= we dismiss so early yesterday man~haha....yupps...cos of the rain....zzz...lol....so sad~........ *humph* i haven't enjoyed enough moments with you guys..
today was another great day (= i met up with my poly dearies~ CAL and JO! (= Alison not free to come =( we had a great chat.....!and we celebrated cal's 23rd birthday today! (= designed a cake for her! (= we are all happy (= really happy (= great catch up with you girls (=
well~i really enjoyed this 3 months holiday of mine~it's a fulfilling holiday for me...planning activities after work everyday...this makes me not wanting to go home early everyday once i'm out...it was tiring due to the need that i need to wake up early....and yet i always don't feel like sleeping at night...catch ups with friends~meetings~work~ (=
说的容易 做的难
如此可见， 它们让我不想说话
但在现实生活里又不能不开口
真悲哀
老是喜欢胡思乱想
不能控制情绪
拿不定主意
喜欢玩耍
不想认真
但同时又喜欢认真
不够细心 不够温柔 不够体贴
不听话的我 固执的我
安静 吵闹 沉默
我快乐 我难过
不太晓得以后的路我会怎么走
只知道今天的我因该每天面带笑容
=对未来的我没信心=
活在今日
好困
睡觉
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