a man who can change my life?

where do i foresee myself in 5 years time?

what kind of person will i be?

am i really capable of doing that?

should i go forward? out of my comfort zone?

i really wonder.

Peter Chan. you are a great someone.

can i manage the stress?

life.careeer.family?

which is my priority?

dare to dream.dare to try.

hardwork is needed. forgo my leisure time.

goodbye msn?

that's so funny.haha.

tomorrow is the choice.

be decisive.

damn it. can someone jus free me from financial worries?

DAMN IT MAN. THE RESULT IS ALWAYS QUARREL.

who will understand my stand?

why i always don't understand?

Peter Chan, will you believe in the wrong person?

when when when when when when????

i will be smiling always.

always making the wrong decision?

i think i can go bang against the wall.

useless me.

there's no such thing as independent?there's only inter-dependent?

i think everything is my problem?

maybe it's just me. i should just disappear into the thin air.

i'm really sorry for being so emo.

i just hate myself for everything i do.

don't ask me anything regarding this.



it's always so easy for someone to tell me, you can always earn back. you can always earn back. u can always earn back. it's just so easily said than done. i'm just not capable of doing that. i'm just stupid.dumb.brain cells getting lesser and lesser. i don't want to talk to anyone. anyone please don't talk to me. can anyone tell me who don't want to travel? or is it that i'm just too insensible?i think i am insensible.very insensible.i'm very sorry. narrow minded. i'm thinking too much. or am i not far sighted enough? damn me damn me damn me damn me. please kill me. please kill me. i'm just forgetful. blur. and what else. why the hell i am living on this earth. it had never belongs to me at all. i always want to be happy. i really want. i really can't help but be deep in thoughts. i am so immature. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. they never been able to enjoy as well. why is it that they are able to do it but i can't? i may never be able to understand the love given by them. even small things i can't handle. never learn from mistakes. worst forever. i really hate you to the core. i am really very uncertain of my future. why am i talking to dad in that manner? i am such an unfilial child. someone please kill me. i have got no more motivation to live life to my fullest. why are we putting stress on dad? 穷人家就没有权利吗？kill me kill me kill me please. please. please. please. what do i want? the rich will never understand the poor.

the secrets.





========cheCkmaTe========