nEw phOne! (=

my sis bought me a samsung jet?! did i remember the description of the phone correctly?LOL~!!! i love it!cos~~~~~ i need to change phone~hahahah~~

and you know smething? i'm always carrying the same handphone as Yilun lo~LOL~~~~~ firstly W910i~ then now Samsung jet~!!!!hahahah~!!!!! it was really such a coincidence~~hahah~~~

omg~Ezzati can you concentrate please? haha~ training my patience~~~

don't know why~ i feel it~ but~ i still fell a bit of sadness when what i expected you to do you never~haha~~ i am thinking~ how true is what has happened? but i can say that i am still very happy (=
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DECEMBER!!!!!!

oh man~remember today~when you see a big size man~ wearing a lady's clothes~ and someone bursting into laughter~ guess who?LOL!!!

it's DECEMBER!!!!!!hahaahahahaahh~~~~

no one can help~it's really really really damn funny~

uncontrollable~~ (=

你难过时， 他有关心吗？
你失落时， 他会在乎吗？
你想他时， 他会出现吗？

感觉会说话？如何说呢？
行为举止会坦诚的告诉你。

haha~suddenly thought of the above during Japanese class~lol!i like it though~cos who's the writer?LOL~~~~~~ *ops*



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yes

handphone

wallet

ear piece

sports shoe

clothes

...

okok~ should either be sleeping now or studying~ and i'm doing none but catching up with my friend~

tomorrow is friday (=

you will change my mood and attitude? (=

i saw Tenglee thrice today (=

so being an msn addict is because of~~

we broke the curse and chatted on msn~! LOL!! anyway~is curse the right choice of word?LOL!

ooOo ya~ i forgot to mention~ I ENJOYED TODAY'S LAST SESSION! (= the bew volunteers are cool~! (= they really do show enthusiasm and the boys smiled today (= i see future for block B (= *3 cheers for you guys!*

i really wonder~ is there only a reason for someone to treat you nice? i had never trusted anyone totally in this sense~ every actions makes me think~ it is really distracting~




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CONGRATULATIONS (=

CONGRATULATIONS TO CHONG AND CYNTHIA! (=


i'm no longer ama 的乖孙子 =(




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birthday celebrations~

23rd Oct~

i'm so glad that we still managed to celebrate my younger sis's birthday~ (= HAPPY!!! (=

24th Oct~

i'm glad that i went (= it's a good gathering too~ HTHT~~hahahah......with yio kiang, qin feng, jia and Yap~ can you imagine the combination?omg~ i'm so stun~ this 画面 i will never imagine it to happen~LOL! and guess what?i said it peacefully~omg~ i'm surprised myself~ LOL! well~ peacefully talking about it is a good thing~ haha...and i didn't know that Win Feng is so friendly..LOL!!

and Lao Pa is organising her 21stbirthday!! (= *26th Dec* (=




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hello hello (=

hello hello (=

you reap what you sow~

if there's a will, there's a way~

it's such common moltivational words you'll hear (=

and it always stays true (=

heh~

i'm wondering why are you doing all these?

i'll be attending Chong's wedding despite the packed schedule! hmm~

why did i make such a decision?



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The other side of the coin is this: fall in love

I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.

Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.


by a friend of mine~




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can't breathe

okok~ i can't control but to shout i'm feeling so stress now~ priority please~ had always been learning to master this..cos i always like to do what i like to do instead...

there are so many things to attend to..to make life not so boring~ i chose to have commitments..i tried to be regular..but i really have got no time..i'm not as clever as Xiao Hui sadly to say..

i hope this semester will turns out fine~

parties parties~ i always occupy my weekends.. but not attending makes me guilty..

i really got no more weekends to spare..

e lectures...online quiz...i can't breadthe..

34 days more..

feel like staying at home only~

i have no choice but to sleep now..




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that's the way ^_^

hello bloogie checkmate~~hahah.....u noe wad...i've gotta a good news to share with you now! just happened to browse through yongjin's facebook and saw that he's in a relationship with Jasmine now!!!!hahahaahha....i say till like i know that girl right?LOL! anyway~~just want to wish him have a long lasting relationship (=

and i'm in a dilemma whether to go to Chong's birthday wedding or not~ and i didn't replied him on the 15th October...so i assume i am not able to go le...hmmm~ =S

whatever is going to happen~ just move on with life~ no one is going to stop just because you refused to move on..拿得起放得下...that's the way life should be man...agree? you only need to 一笑而过..and everything is going to turn out fine (= *smiling* is the best medication to chase away all unhappiness (=

i'm happy..because the people arund me are happy (=




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weekends filled with happiness

a long weekend~ and i'm whole day out for the whole of Sat and Sun!

well~ what happened during the Saturday and Sunday?

Saturday!
tuition at Ezzati's house~ should be tutoring her for 3 hours~ but after 2 hours she cannot concentrate already......me also!LOL! heart feeling too weak to teach already~ LOL! understand me?LOL!
Keh Luh's birthday celebration! really thanks everyone to make this day happen~ thank you 猪头哥哥 for coming despite him not planning to skate~ thank you him for bing his wife and son out despite his son not feeling very well~ thank you jia jia for buying the cake with Yap kor~ Randy no need to thanks~ LOL!!! wooooOOo~ special thanks to Yap Kor for being the overall planner~ LOL~ (= and finally.....have to thanks Keh Luh for coming too! if you never come it would be a meaningless day? (= HOPE YOU HAVE A SURPRISE! (=
following that was Sock Ying's birthday celebration at Aranda!! (= by the time me and my friend reached theyalready cut the cake~ haha..but we still managed to take pictures together...haha....saw a few others of my secondary school mates~ but~ sad to say~ no one seems to be bothered to catch up~ haha~ *learnt how to play texas over there* haha~~
it was a memorable day =)

Sunday~!!
work work at K-tuition!!!!!after that went to my ama's house for cake cuttng ceremony! (= the cake is nice! chocolate cake from andie the choice! (= went to a restaurant in the neighbourhood~ the food are really damn budget~ everything is just so fake~ lols~ with lots of flour too~ lols~ haha.... seriously 煮炒 will be a better choice~ haha......but well~ the success part is everyone appeared for ama's birthday! (= thanks gugu for organising~!!! ^_^
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA! (=

so what's going to happen today?stay home day man! (= today gotta loads to do~ opssie~

Haikal said the life science paper was quite easy~ hope he can do well (=



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full strength of letting go~

ARCADE! DAYTONA! AT THE LAST SECOND AND I BECOME 2ND! (= =( =) ^_^

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!20 PICTURES! (=

it really comes naturally...we chat like nobody's business..we laugh like nobody's business..we play like we have no worries~ that's the way right?　(=

everyone in a group plays a role~ and i'm happy　(=

i really love them!　


somehow we're a clique?!　(=




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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOIII!!

MAY YOUR EVERYDAYS BE FILLED WITH COLOURS!

MAY YOU LOVE AMERON EVEN MORE AS DAYS PAST!

N WHEN IS UR WEDDING DAY?! (=




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evEryoNe

everyone is selfish (=

everyone can change for the better (=

things are changing?or am i the only one changing? ^_^

HOW I WISH I CAN DON'T SLEEP!



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有时候沉默不是不快乐 只是想把思绪都净空

有时候沉默不是不快乐 只是想把思绪都净空

suddenly fall in love with this phrase...when i'm happy, i smile....when i'm sad....i don't...when i'm emo, i don't....but when i don't smile, that doesn't mean i'm sad or emo also....cos i may be just starring into the blank space ans was too lazy to talk....(=

i was deleted from your contacts. i'm not too sure why you did that? or do i know somehow?i'm not too sure either..but i just want you to know, i treasured you a lot as a friend. but somehow you seems like wanting to leave. i really hope to have you as my forever bro. well, whatever your decision is, i respect you. but i want to let you know that you'll only make me feel sad. please prove me wrong by telling me that i infered wrongly. tell me you never have the intention to leave silently.

today is my 表哥's wedding day and it's held at fullerton hotel! (= the food is really of higher quality as compared to other wedding dinners i'd attended this year..and i'm very satisfied today (= the only thing which is not nice is the dessert. haha. though i like strawberry alot..but the pudding is really not up to my standard. haha.. everyone is so pretty, and handsome. (=

another thing which makes me satisfied today is my tuition with Haikal. ahaha..he kind of already memorise the 3 biology topics already (= hope he can do well for life science exam (= Ezzati, i hope i can help you (= please get promoted (=

please remember something, no matter how much volunteer work you do, if you don't do it sincerely, don't do it please. you are just wasting your time. never do it for the sake of doing it. be good to your family members before everyone else.

who are my true friends?how long can this last? let me feel you are not doing it cos of impulsiveness and i'm not too. please ensure me.

is this obvious?or am i acting blur? please don't continue. it only makes me wanting to avoid.

seriously i'm feeling fat. (= running running running. (=




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oOoO~

omg..i'm really in no mood to do anything...really anything..... =S

hope u r enjoying ur bdae celebration (=




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a day in hall..LOL..

i'm so happy that i'm in hall now!hahahha......the feeling is not bad (= there're distractions....but it's more like distractions from people...haha.....can study quite peacefully actually..hhaha....though i'm still studying at the speed as slow as a snail.......

yesterday for no reason i attended the hall 10's latern festival celebration cum handing over ceremony..haha....congrats Kelvin Low for being the VP!LOL~~
went for supper and chit chat with friends! like this kind of feeling (= haha....

pon CBC212 tutorial may not be a very bad choice...haha.....going for kickboxing later?i don't think so.....don't like to do things when i'm not mentally prepared sometimes....haha....cos the coordinator said the make up lesson will be on the 16th Oct rather than today....and now they said today?!ZZ...haha....

waiting for jap lesson now....haha.....

totally have the heart to study only 1 module today....and that is jap...LOL.....and yes....i had been looking at jap textbook since yesterday night till now...lol.....no distraction as to what i want to study feels good! (=

wake up study wake up study.....cos there's nothing much you can waste time on other than the computer....as compared to when you are at home......(=

but still...the only thing which i always love to do is to sleep! (=




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i feel like shouting it out..

i feel like shouting it out..



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that's the simplest way to be happy (=

that's the simplest way to be happy (=

that's always the mindset~ you deserve someone better (=

something just can't be said..something which has to be done today...has to be done..

that's the way? (=

2:37am

3:33am (=




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naive smile

2 weeks i'd been working alone..Andrea Andrea where are you?!hahaha~~~

well~ actually i feel rather good to work alone even though it's quite boring..haha..cos at least you can keep yourself busy~haha..

when i'm determined to quit~i can't...haha..wth right..LOL!so i'm only able to rest when i don't need it?LOL!

seeing naive smile really makes me smile..haha...
seeing them makes me think of my past...so all kids behave the same..LOL..

hyperactive Xerxes cried!omg~ twice..haha..
like den den boi man...haha..
really feel like protecting them...so much so much..haha.. (=

they are really damn cute!! (=

i will smile because of them (=

kids are kids..kids are kids..kids are really kids...LOL!
^_^

seriously i got to continue to do my work..but i can't bring myself to do it.. =(

why is your mood affected when someone don't actually remember wht you said? it's a simple reason?




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straight

quality time with someone. please define.

i just wants to go back to my bed again (=

overloaded.

time constraint.

one day when i'm free again, i'll know how fortunate i am to be busy.

counting down.

*just when you feel that you are leading the worse life, take a look around yourself* - you'll know that you are not the worse (=




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happy mooncake festival (=

HAPPY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CARMEN!

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! (=

how dare you snatch my darling boy's latern?!!!
our darling boy gotta bullied. =(
so that's the feeling of heartache

so how's the feeling of loving someone wholeheartedly?

it's really true to say that to forget someone is to allow others into your room totally and that will be the right person

that's the meaning of lucky draw...are you the luckiest person on earth? (= share the joy then (= mini rice cooker for ama ^_^

when i'm starting to get reliant on you, please don't ignore me.



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as days past by..i feel the change..i see the change..

time has to be allocated to so many things..

i asked myself~is this productive???

getting old =S

what am i trying to do? i'm confused with what i'm doing.




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