年初一！

HAHA!

today is the first day of chinese new year!

had a different 除夕夜 yesterday too

normally will stay up late de

but yesterday i slept after movie with Randy at woodlands

LOL

i slept at 12 plus!!

that's like so early

haha

lucky colour: white (i like black more! lol!)

lucky number: 6


father's side cum mother's side

satisfied

wolfmannnnnn


why did i ended up there?
hmmm~
that is really a skill like you said?




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Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief (2d)

i should feel that way

moving on to the adulthood soon

so what does money means to us?

it simply means to pay bills, housing loans, transport, food, entertainment, study loans, miscellaneous and debts and really unnecessary debts?

money isn't everything, seriously

for heath is the main thing that matters since health is wealth


having the ability to be generous, who don't want it??

it makes you develop a better relationship when with friends since this is a realistic world

so it really can't be help if you really have got no ability to be generous

it can't be blamed

i'm just feeling sorry for not being able to

on the other hand, you have to understand who is worth your generousity for every cent earned is through your hardship


filial piety

just because you are one so you took us for granted

why are we working so hard?

just to pay off all the crappy stuff?

every little amount makes up to a huge amount

can i know how do you expect us to save up when you are doing all these?

hundreds hundreds hundreds

we can't breadth

money rain we need it

please

please stop feeling guilty, for it happens everytime and it means nothing at all

we will be considered rich if you are not like that, provided we are thrifty too

because of gambling, every family is not doing well


is it worth for me to cut down on all my entertainment activities?

is it fair for you to do that?

can a kind god answer me?

i need answer

i think we had done to our maximum

it's just our luck

i just feel damn angry sad whenever it happens

i can only love my sucky attitude sometimes for that's the only thing i can feel and allows me to live in my own emo world


reunion dinner today

we cooked ourselves!

but mainly is my sister doing the cooking

haha

i only wrap the dumplings and cut spring onions

haha

ops

and our hamster is not eating the dinner with us =( haha

my little baby fishes ^_^

okok~ lame~ hhaha~



i'm a perfect human with imperfect soul

i just wants to be good and truthful to everyone

but i only feel reality

arhssssss

this feeling sucks

why must i be born into this world?

but since i'm here

i will live strong

i believe





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i will be smiling

blog "shopping"

doing a full lab report which is due tomorrow!

and I'm really feeling so lethargic =(

so i decided to browse through my friend's blogs~

saw Van quoted one of my blog post~
*happy*
haha~

saw Drea with some problem~ but should be solved soon~ (=

Yap kor's blog is forever full of surprises~ always allowing his reader to continue to read on~

KL's is forever obsessed with her idols and hope her work goes well for her~
*congrats upon good results too!*

hmm~
so blog is a good way to know your friend's current situation in a busy society nowadays?
it isn't a bad thing afterall
hmmm~

the rest i'd yet to see~

shall read it when i'm free again~

^_^ ear piece with emo songs back to my ear
long time since i found you back
haha
well~ chinese songs are really emo~
that's why there's a difference in life perspectives between people who listen to heavy metal music vs chinese pop music
haha

=_= back to report

*i'm sorry to have you to tolerate my mood swing too!*

just ate panadol =(



sometimes i'm thinking why some people is able to expose a new relationship so fast when he/she just broken off not too long ago? am i just worrying too much at that point of time or it's just that those people are simply very open minded about relationship?




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i'm glad to have you *smiles*

humph

feeling sick =(




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looking forward to friday

Yes 933 test?

i'm so sleepy i'm so tired

today's test is so easy yet difficult

haha

guess what?

just memorise and full marks for you

lol~

but too bad

i forgotten some things

zzz

and you know what the teacher said?

LOL

"try not to copy"

first question: "10 years ago"

LOL

so is this considered as a test? hmmm~



i love to watch movies

enjoy the feeling of happen to watch with mummy! (=

our survey link! (=
https://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?formkey=dElVLXgwQjhpZG00NFFYZzJZUEVVWkE6MA
thanks to Lun!




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Surf & Sweat 2010

today is a happy day ^_^

we reached sentosa's Sapphire Pavilion at around 1130? haha~

registered and hang around~

taking pictures and chit chatted!

hmm~

so what's next?

kicking a ball around~ boring! haha~

next up?

beach volley ball! (=

haha~

why no frisbee?

108pm~

rested and changed shoes~

~140pm~ game start!

gogogogo JX and WC!!! haha~

well~ surf doesn't makes a difference to whether we win or lose~ LOL!

1: sudoku *sian half* LOL

2: water station *wait since only 2 people needed* LOL

3: at Imbiah *tough! - took so long* LOL

4: skyride *looking forward, but service stopped halfway!!* SAD

5: go wrong way initially =( it's the emerald pavilion! answering history? LOL!

• who is Singapore's first prime minister?
• name 4 dwarfs
• who is the current singer who can produce clothes really fast?
• who is the first Singapore's gold medal Olympic holder?
• what is the year when WWII ended?

6: finishing line!

ending time: around 430pm!! =( haha~~

i want to take skyride man!!!!!!!!! maybe you would want to go with me?

$2.80 bottled drink.
damn expensive!
ZZZ
LOL~

i'm happy, are you? ^_^
told you my final concerns

sentosa really changed a lot~~ hahaha~~ i love it (=

singtel photo taking - see us at one of the orchard wall? LOL~

reunion dinner!




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tears fall because of you again

that's enough

maybe i really should shoo off that worry

" u are one of the primary reason why i want to do this"
"u are that pretty and powerful"
that will make my day (=

i've got gay hamsters??!!

hahhahahh~~~~

CBC933 test 1



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climb the stairs or take the lift

abstract

mama
i did practically nothing today
lol
and i am uncertain about tomorrow's schedule
=(
i really don't like!
and today is the first day!!!
feeling a bit week
haha

wrote it with a smile
see you reading it with tears
first week!!
hmmm~

went to open an account for driving test~
LOL!




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positive

bad to good ^_^

omg~
a bad day today~
stupidly an emo person again~
zzz~
lol~
wth~
so that also means that i'm unhappy today~
perhaps it's because what was said too~
i kind of heck care~
but still i care?
okok~
just don't feel like talking to someone at certain point of time since i felt being laughed at and not spared a feeling for~
well~
and perhaps i'm not a good team player~
just because of?
worrying too much~
poor comprehensive ability~
different pace~
hmmm~~
perhaps i haven't attain total kindness~
total patience~
total heck care~
^_^
okok~
i'm just imperfect alrights~

well~
but for sure~
i'm happier from 345 onwards (=
and even happier at 845~ (= (= (=

FIRST NECKLACE?

i tried the white dress and i love it (=




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我独自一人活在快乐的森林里

aNimaLs! (=

i saw a squirrel at SAVH!

or am i wrong to say that? LOL~

it's an animal which jumps~ crawl~ long tail~ n cute! LOL

i received my first big hong bao~

LOL~

the end? hmmm~

i've got 2 terrapins today!

forgotten when my 小黑 and 小白 and beloved swimmers entered my territory! ROARRRRRRRRRR

HAHAAHAHH!




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for all i know

214 wasn't friendly at all

211 is friendly yet draggy

802 is interesting but too late

933 seems better than cores but no focus

216 makes me unsecure

811 cause no stress for the moment

for a moment i feel that i love HSS modules more

self declare no school day: 27012010



difference in this perception
is what i just realize
i should be understanding
yet refusing to compromise fully
putting a cold front
doesn't mean i don't care anymore
no changes now doesn't mean not planning to
simultaneous change should be practiced
it is happening
but just that in a super slow pace
pride is what i just realized may be the reason for not using the word sorry
I'm stubborn
stubborn seems to be supporting pride
not a sore loser, but yet hates to lose
here it is
my buddy
you chose to not like it
perhaps i know the feeling
and i hate not being informed
this shall be improved
but i really feel comfortable here
and o ya~
does that means a mini private space?
maybe i need that but you don't
but ultimately, this will be make known to you
it's just a matter of when
sad and bothered is what comes to me when i said no please continue to do your stuff
it's just because of a friend called different culture
things won't be the same as when initiative took place but i still said no and feeling sorry
maybe I'm expecting a mile
that's too much of me
I'm also wondering when the free space will come
but something for sure
you are still living in there alone
physically there is 90% enough
i suppose that should be made your mindset too
simply because of one reason
time is too unfriendly
managing will still be in progress




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work in progress

pay paid paid~

it doesn't pays to be kind

it doesn't pays to be bad for somebody seems to be able to escape fate

只求对得起天地良心， 问心无愧 (= (= (=

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focus

looking at where?

i don't like life

i don't know why

the difference

this is it


i love art
tsurt



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the feeling of not being look down

!!!

PERSERVERANCE!



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yup yup

there's no need for you to know why i am doing all these

out of control plan




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bad experience

i said something I'm not suppose to say again

I'm thinking of something which makes me experience mind block again

i can't continue my sentence

what am i trying to say for my next sentence




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you know I'm really trying my best, changing

ending of 1st week (=

immaturity

i don't want it

working towards the 21st century

well~ basically no one will care whether you are up to it or not (=

do you really understand the reason why I'm not able to go? (=



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if only i want to do it, i will, cos i believe so

i prayed

11012010
first day of school

no special feeling

10012010
i saw a bird falling from the sky at woodlands block 750
trying to scream, but no voice out
i stared at it helplessly
it's friends keep chirping for help
i prayed

08012010
i quit RSPYouth

i need to be more focus



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1ST WEEK OF 2010

2010 is going to be a different year.

VH 1st session.

who's listening out there?

hello hello

this year my jayden boi is 5 years old and he's learning piano every wednesday!! (=

cross the river cross the hill

thick and thin thick and thin

fact fact fact

i'm doubting the sincerity of all friends i'd made after secondary school days

for 99% are fake and only 1% is real and long lasting

perhaps that's the reason why i chose to keep quiet

yourself will know who is the 1%

just touch your heart and feel

feeling mine too

sure i too fall on the 99% i stated myself

friends forever

it's just all crap - applies to 99% of all human beings i know of

agree agree agree agree totally


berkelah waterfall~
i conquered only 3/4 of you~
you are scary yet exciting~
still~
i love you somehow~
i feel you~
you can kill me so easily~
yet you chose to test my limit, perserverance and determination~
nearly failed your test~
are you satisfied with my performance?
4th jan 2010 - 6th jan 2010
I FEEL YOU TOTALLY TOO~ I'M GLAD THAT YOU WERE THERE~ (=




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do not let your emotions overrun your reactions