aNimaLs! (=

i saw a squirrel at SAVH!

or am i wrong to say that? LOL~

it's an animal which jumps~ crawl~ long tail~ n cute! LOL

i received my first big hong bao~

LOL~

the end? hmmm~

i've got 2 terrapins today!

forgotten when my 小黑 and 小白 and beloved swimmers entered my territory! ROARRRRRRRRRR

HAHAAHAHH!




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for all i know

214 wasn't friendly at all

211 is friendly yet draggy

802 is interesting but too late

933 seems better than cores but no focus

216 makes me unsecure

811 cause no stress for the moment

for a moment i feel that i love HSS modules more

self declare no school day: 27012010



difference in this perception
is what i just realize
i should be understanding
yet refusing to compromise fully
putting a cold front
doesn't mean i don't care anymore
no changes now doesn't mean not planning to
simultaneous change should be practiced
it is happening
but just that in a super slow pace
pride is what i just realized may be the reason for not using the word sorry
I'm stubborn
stubborn seems to be supporting pride
not a sore loser, but yet hates to lose
here it is
my buddy
you chose to not like it
perhaps i know the feeling
and i hate not being informed
this shall be improved
but i really feel comfortable here
and o ya~
does that means a mini private space?
maybe i need that but you don't
but ultimately, this will be make known to you
it's just a matter of when
sad and bothered is what comes to me when i said no please continue to do your stuff
it's just because of a friend called different culture
things won't be the same as when initiative took place but i still said no and feeling sorry
maybe I'm expecting a mile
that's too much of me
I'm also wondering when the free space will come
but something for sure
you are still living in there alone
physically there is 90% enough
i suppose that should be made your mindset too
simply because of one reason
time is too unfriendly
managing will still be in progress




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work in progress

pay paid paid~

it doesn't pays to be kind

it doesn't pays to be bad for somebody seems to be able to escape fate

只求对得起天地良心， 问心无愧 (= (= (=

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focus

looking at where?

i don't like life

i don't know why

the difference

this is it


i love art
tsurt



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the feeling of not being look down

!!!

PERSERVERANCE!



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yup yup

there's no need for you to know why i am doing all these

out of control plan




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bad experience

i said something I'm not suppose to say again

I'm thinking of something which makes me experience mind block again

i can't continue my sentence

what am i trying to say for my next sentence




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you know I'm really trying my best, changing

ending of 1st week (=

immaturity

i don't want it

working towards the 21st century

well~ basically no one will care whether you are up to it or not (=

do you really understand the reason why I'm not able to go? (=



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if only i want to do it, i will, cos i believe so

i prayed

11012010
first day of school

no special feeling

10012010
i saw a bird falling from the sky at woodlands block 750
trying to scream, but no voice out
i stared at it helplessly
it's friends keep chirping for help
i prayed

08012010
i quit RSPYouth

i need to be more focus



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1ST WEEK OF 2010

2010 is going to be a different year.

VH 1st session.

who's listening out there?

hello hello

this year my jayden boi is 5 years old and he's learning piano every wednesday!! (=

cross the river cross the hill

thick and thin thick and thin

fact fact fact

i'm doubting the sincerity of all friends i'd made after secondary school days

for 99% are fake and only 1% is real and long lasting

perhaps that's the reason why i chose to keep quiet

yourself will know who is the 1%

just touch your heart and feel

feeling mine too

sure i too fall on the 99% i stated myself

friends forever

it's just all crap - applies to 99% of all human beings i know of

agree agree agree agree totally


berkelah waterfall~
i conquered only 3/4 of you~
you are scary yet exciting~
still~
i love you somehow~
i feel you~
you can kill me so easily~
yet you chose to test my limit, perserverance and determination~
nearly failed your test~
are you satisfied with my performance?
4th jan 2010 - 6th jan 2010
I FEEL YOU TOTALLY TOO~ I'M GLAD THAT YOU WERE THERE~ (=




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do not let your emotions overrun your reactions