for all i know

214 wasn't friendly at all

211 is friendly yet draggy

802 is interesting but too late

933 seems better than cores but no focus

216 makes me unsecure

811 cause no stress for the moment

for a moment i feel that i love HSS modules more

self declare no school day: 27012010



difference in this perception
is what i just realize
i should be understanding
yet refusing to compromise fully
putting a cold front
doesn't mean i don't care anymore
no changes now doesn't mean not planning to
simultaneous change should be practiced
it is happening
but just that in a super slow pace
pride is what i just realized may be the reason for not using the word sorry
I'm stubborn
stubborn seems to be supporting pride
not a sore loser, but yet hates to lose
here it is
my buddy
you chose to not like it
perhaps i know the feeling
and i hate not being informed
this shall be improved
but i really feel comfortable here
and o ya~
does that means a mini private space?
maybe i need that but you don't
but ultimately, this will be make known to you
it's just a matter of when
sad and bothered is what comes to me when i said no please continue to do your stuff
it's just because of a friend called different culture
things won't be the same as when initiative took place but i still said no and feeling sorry
maybe I'm expecting a mile
that's too much of me
I'm also wondering when the free space will come
but something for sure
you are still living in there alone
physically there is 90% enough
i suppose that should be made your mindset too
simply because of one reason
time is too unfriendly
managing will still be in progress




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