u'lL neVer kNow..! hAd neVer unD3rSt0Od..

年初一！

2010-02-14T12:26:00.003+08:00

HAHA!

today is the first day of chinese new year!

had a different 除夕夜 yesterday too

normally will stay up late de

but yesterday i slept after movie with Randy at woodlands

LOL

i slept at 12 plus!!

that's like so early

haha

lucky colour: white (i like black more! lol!)

lucky number: 6

father's side cum mother's side

satisfied

wolfmannnnnn

why did i ended up there?
hmmm~
that is really a skill like you said?

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Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief (2d)

i should feel that way

2010-02-13T18:48:00.003+08:00

moving on to the adulthood soon

so what does money means to us?

it simply means to pay bills, housing loans, transport, food, entertainment, study loans, miscellaneous and debts and really unnecessary debts?

money isn't everything, seriously

for heath is the main thing that matters since health is wealth

having the ability to be generous, who don't want it??

it makes you develop a better relationship when with friends since this is a realistic world

so it really can't be help if you really have got no ability to be generous

it can't be blamed

i'm just feeling sorry for not being able to

on the other hand, you have to understand who is worth your generousity for every cent earned is through your hardship

filial piety

just because you are one so you took us for granted

why are we working so hard?

just to pay off all the crappy stuff?

every little amount makes up to a huge amount

can i know how do you expect us to save up when you are doing all these?

hundreds hundreds hundreds

we can't breadth

money rain we need it

please

please stop feeling guilty, for it happens everytime and it means nothing at all

we will be considered rich if you are not like that, provided we are thrifty too

because of gambling, every family is not doing well

is it worth for me to cut down on all my entertainment activities?

is it fair for you to do that?

can a kind god answer me?

i need answer

i think we had done to our maximum

it's just our luck

i just feel damn angry sad whenever it happens

i can only love my sucky attitude sometimes for that's the only thing i can feel and allows me to live in my own emo world

reunion dinner today

we cooked ourselves!

but mainly is my sister doing the cooking

haha

i only wrap the dumplings and cut spring onions

haha

ops

and our hamster is not eating the dinner with us =( haha

my little baby fishes ^_^

okok~ lame~ hhaha~

i'm a perfect human with imperfect soul

i just wants to be good and truthful to everyone

but i only feel reality

arhssssss

this feeling sucks

why must i be born into this world?

but since i'm here

i will live strong

i believe

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i will be smiling

blog "shopping"

2010-02-11T10:17:00.005+08:00

doing a full lab report which is due tomorrow!

and I'm really feeling so lethargic =(

so i decided to browse through my friend's blogs~

saw Van quoted one of my blog post~
*happy*
haha~

saw Drea with some problem~ but should be solved soon~ (=

Yap kor's blog is forever full of surprises~ always allowing his reader to continue to read on~

KL's is forever obsessed with her idols and hope her work goes well for her~
*congrats upon good results too!*

hmm~
so blog is a good way to know your friend's current situation in a busy society nowadays?
it isn't a bad thing afterall
hmmm~

the rest i'd yet to see~

shall read it when i'm free again~

^_^ ear piece with emo songs back to my ear
long time since i found you back
haha
well~ chinese songs are really emo~
that's why there's a difference in life perspectives between people who listen to heavy metal music vs chinese pop music
haha

=_= back to report

*i'm sorry to have you to tolerate my mood swing too!*

just ate panadol =(

sometimes i'm thinking why some people is able to expose a new relationship so fast when he/she just broken off not too long ago? am i just worrying too much at that point of time or it's just that those people are simply very open minded about relationship?

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i'm glad to have you *smiles*

humph

2010-02-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

feeling sick =(

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looking forward to friday

Yes 933 test?

2010-02-09T20:52:00.004+08:00

i'm so sleepy i'm so tired

today's test is so easy yet difficult

haha

guess what?

just memorise and full marks for you

lol~

but too bad

i forgotten some things

zzz

and you know what the teacher said?

LOL

"try not to copy"

first question: "10 years ago"

LOL

so is this considered as a test? hmmm~

i love to watch movies

enjoy the feeling of happen to watch with mummy! (=

our survey link! (=
https://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?formkey=dElVLXgwQjhpZG00NFFYZzJZUEVVWkE6MA
thanks to Lun!

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Surf & Sweat 2010

2010-02-07T23:50:00.005+08:00

today is a happy day ^_^

we reached sentosa's Sapphire Pavilion at around 1130? haha~

registered and hang around~

taking pictures and chit chatted!

hmm~

so what's next?

kicking a ball around~ boring! haha~

next up?

beach volley ball! (=

haha~

why no frisbee?

108pm~

rested and changed shoes~

~140pm~ game start!

gogogogo JX and WC!!! haha~

well~ surf doesn't makes a difference to whether we win or lose~ LOL!

1: sudoku *sian half* LOL

2: water station *wait since only 2 people needed* LOL

3: at Imbiah *tough! - took so long* LOL

4: skyride *looking forward, but service stopped halfway!!* SAD

5: go wrong way initially =( it's the emerald pavilion! answering history? LOL!

who is Singapore's first prime minister?
name 4 dwarfs
who is the current singer who can produce clothes really fast?
who is the first Singapore's gold medal Olympic holder?
what is the year when WWII ended?

6: finishing line!

ending time: around 430pm!! =( haha~~

i want to take skyride man!!!!!!!!! maybe you would want to go with me?

$2.80 bottled drink.
damn expensive!
ZZZ
LOL~

i'm happy, are you? ^_^
told you my final concerns

sentosa really changed a lot~~ hahaha~~ i love it (=

singtel photo taking - see us at one of the orchard wall? LOL~

reunion dinner!

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tears fall because of you again

that's enough

2010-02-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

maybe i really should shoo off that worry

" u are one of the primary reason why i want to do this"
"u are that pretty and powerful"
that will make my day (=

i've got gay hamsters??!!

hahhahahh~~~~

CBC933 test 1

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climb the stairs or take the lift

abstract

2010-02-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

mama
i did practically nothing today
lol
and i am uncertain about tomorrow's schedule
=(
i really don't like!
and today is the first day!!!
feeling a bit week
haha

wrote it with a smile
see you reading it with tears
first week!!
hmmm~

went to open an account for driving test~
LOL!

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positive

bad to good ^_^

2010-02-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

omg~
a bad day today~
stupidly an emo person again~
zzz~
lol~
wth~
so that also means that i'm unhappy today~
perhaps it's because what was said too~
i kind of heck care~
but still i care?
okok~
just don't feel like talking to someone at certain point of time since i felt being laughed at and not spared a feeling for~
well~
and perhaps i'm not a good team player~
just because of?
worrying too much~
poor comprehensive ability~
different pace~
hmmm~~
perhaps i haven't attain total kindness~
total patience~
total heck care~
^_^
okok~
i'm just imperfect alrights~

well~
but for sure~
i'm happier from 345 onwards (=
and even happier at 845~ (= (= (=

FIRST NECKLACE?

i tried the white dress and i love it (=

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我独自一人活在快乐的森林里

aNimaLs! (=

2010-01-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

i saw a squirrel at SAVH!

or am i wrong to say that? LOL~

it's an animal which jumps~ crawl~ long tail~ n cute! LOL

i received my first big hong bao~

LOL~

the end? hmmm~

i've got 2 terrapins today!

forgotten when my 小黑 and 小白 and beloved swimmers entered my territory! ROARRRRRRRRRR

HAHAAHAHH!

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for all i know

2010-01-27T15:23:00.004+08:00

214 wasn't friendly at all

211 is friendly yet draggy

802 is interesting but too late

933 seems better than cores but no focus

216 makes me unsecure

811 cause no stress for the moment

for a moment i feel that i love HSS modules more

self declare no school day: 27012010

difference in this perception
is what i just realize
i should be understanding
yet refusing to compromise fully
putting a cold front
doesn't mean i don't care anymore
no changes now doesn't mean not planning to
simultaneous change should be practiced
it is happening
but just that in a super slow pace
pride is what i just realized may be the reason for not using the word sorry
I'm stubborn
stubborn seems to be supporting pride
not a sore loser, but yet hates to lose
here it is
my buddy
you chose to not like it
perhaps i know the feeling
and i hate not being informed
this shall be improved
but i really feel comfortable here
and o ya~
does that means a mini private space?
maybe i need that but you don't
but ultimately, this will be make known to you
it's just a matter of when
sad and bothered is what comes to me when i said no please continue to do your stuff
it's just because of a friend called different culture
things won't be the same as when initiative took place but i still said no and feeling sorry
maybe I'm expecting a mile
that's too much of me
I'm also wondering when the free space will come
but something for sure
you are still living in there alone
physically there is 90% enough
i suppose that should be made your mindset too
simply because of one reason
time is too unfriendly
managing will still be in progress

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work in progress

pay paid paid~

2010-01-24T22:33:00.005+08:00

it doesn't pays to be kind

it doesn't pays to be bad for somebody seems to be able to escape fate

只求对得起天地良心，问心无愧 (= (= (=

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focus

looking at where?

2010-01-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

i don't like life

i don't know why

the difference

this is it

i love art
tsurt

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the feeling of not being look down

!!!

2010-01-17T23:27:00.001+08:00

PERSERVERANCE!

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yup yup

2010-01-15T17:55:00.001+08:00

there's no need for you to know why i am doing all these

out of control plan

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bad experience

2010-01-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

i said something I'm not suppose to say again

I'm thinking of something which makes me experience mind block again

i can't continue my sentence

what am i trying to say for my next sentence

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you know I'm really trying my best, changing

ending of 1st week (=

2010-01-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

immaturity

i don't want it

working towards the 21st century

well~ basically no one will care whether you are up to it or not (=

do you really understand the reason why I'm not able to go? (=

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if only i want to do it, i will, cos i believe so

i prayed

2010-01-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

11012010
first day of school

no special feeling

10012010
i saw a bird falling from the sky at woodlands block 750
trying to scream, but no voice out
i stared at it helplessly
it's friends keep chirping for help
i prayed

08012010
i quit RSPYouth

i need to be more focus

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1ST WEEK OF 2010

2010-01-09T11:51:00.000+08:00

2010 is going to be a different year.

VH 1st session.

who's listening out there?

2010-01-08T14:44:00.004+08:00

hello hello

this year my jayden boi is 5 years old and he's learning piano every wednesday!! (=

cross the river cross the hill

thick and thin thick and thin

fact fact fact

i'm doubting the sincerity of all friends i'd made after secondary school days

for 99% are fake and only 1% is real and long lasting

perhaps that's the reason why i chose to keep quiet

yourself will know who is the 1%

just touch your heart and feel

feeling mine too

sure i too fall on the 99% i stated myself

friends forever

it's just all crap - applies to 99% of all human beings i know of

agree agree agree agree totally

berkelah waterfall~
i conquered only 3/4 of you~
you are scary yet exciting~
still~
i love you somehow~
i feel you~
you can kill me so easily~
yet you chose to test my limit, perserverance and determination~
nearly failed your test~
are you satisfied with my performance?
4th jan 2010 - 6th jan 2010
I FEEL YOU TOTALLY TOO~ I'M GLAD THAT YOU WERE THERE~ (=

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do not let your emotions overrun your reactions

180~ arnd e world in 80 days? lol~ no link (=

2009-12-28T15:33:00.004+08:00

that shall make my 180 post~

so long since i last talk to you.
hmmm~
i had seen friends who are so crazy over idol~
able to smile as long as their news is presented in front of them~
hmm~
is that hard?
i'd never tried that~
perhaps i experienced before~
you have to smile no matter what.

my friend is sick and she is feeling down~!
glad that she found a listening ear~

i don't know what i am doing~
i don't know what i'm thinking~
contradicting feeling inside me now~
losing the ability to express myself when i'm already not very good at it~
i wonder how to live till 100 years maximum?
i need a listening ear~
at the same time i don't need~
i only want to be all by myself~
and with the sad case
can more gingko nuts allow me to trace back my memories?

i'm thinking~
thinking~
and thinking~
it's always true~
time time time time time is the best poison~ best antidote~

the rat race~
it's true~
but what else can i do to not be involved in it?

well damn low self esteem is the cause~

what else more?

home sweet home (=
mr brain~ start playing~ hmmm~

DOES DRAWING HELPS?

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i seems to be trying to build up distance
alive

因为。。我相信。。

2009-11-27T19:51:00.001+08:00

我是幸福的 (=

因为。。
我相信。。
(=

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213~ i love u

2009-11-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

omg~ i think is really 心理作用~ lols~~~ wanted to start 213~ but i feel that my head is heavy the moment i think about it~ LOL!!!!! wth~~~~ only 212 doesn't give me this problem~~LOL!!! omg~~ ZZZZZZ~~~~~ i study with happy mood for that~ LOL~!! but still slowly =( hahah~~ somehow that's just my speed la har~ hhaaha~ sad right~ lols~

okok
wanted to start at 10pm~ but decided to break for a while~ and i ended up here again~ lol~~
an hour had past~
don't live with regret please
haha

213 IS JUST GIVING ME HEADACHE ALRIGHTS~~~ ZZZ ahhhahhahah

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很棒的人生價值觀

2009-11-25T11:12:00.004+08:00

okok~ i should be studying now~ but i'm not!! haha~ need to pick up my momentum again!! zZz

yesterday slacked after my paper ends and there i goes~~sleep!ahhaha~~and today can't wake up still~hahah~~ sleepy!! (=

alrights~ love the following~ LOL!!!

朋友您好，為了您好，請您坐好，用心聽好。錢多錢少，够吃就好, 人醜人美，順眼就好。人老人少，健康就好。家窮家富，和氣就好。老公晚歸，有回就好。老婆嘮叨，顧家就好。孩子從小，就要教好。博士也好，賣菜也好，長大以後，乖乖就好。房屋大小，能住就好。名不名牌，能穿就好。兩輪四輪，能駕就好。老板不好，要忍就好。一切煩惱，能解就好。堅持執着，放下最好。人的一生，平安就好。不是有錢，一定會好。心好行好，命能改好。誰是誰非，天知就好。修福修慧，來世更好。天地萬物，随缘就好。很多事情，看開就好。說這麼多，明白就好。人人都好，日日都好。你好我好，世界更好。總而言之，知足最好。這條信息，真的很好，不發给您，是我不好。發了给您，大家都好！哈哈,您說我對您,好不好?

well, it's from an email! haha~~ it's all in 4s! but not 成语!hahahaah~~ well written ehs...haha (=

another a lot making sense to me phrases~

读书的最高境界,就是读什么都不知道.
写答案的最高境界就是写到不知道在写什么.
明明知道自己在写错的答案还是坚持继续写下去.

i think i'd attain the highest level~LOL!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUN JIE N TRICIA!! (=

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!
LOVE CHRISTMAS (=

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forgive and forget

2009-11-22T17:59:00.003+08:00

forgive and forget.
simple English.
it's a fact that everyone simply loves to lose something before they will learn how to treasure it.

out of a sudden, i'd forgotten everything.
well, ironically, by saying this i guess i'd remembered something?
ok, the fact is now i chose to clear my memory of the past.

all of a sudden i misses my ama, daddy and mummy so much.

i'm born with imperfection.
it's all in the mindset.
it's all the emotions that arouse the evilness?

i see mist in the future me.

oh well, pessimist.
yes i am.
optimist is beside me.
befriending is as easy as lending a helping hand without motives.

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人生有许多如果。。但你只能选择一条没有如果的道路。。那也将会是一个后悔也来不及的选择。。

smiles

2009-11-16T01:06:00.003+08:00

my sister said my guitar playing had improved! *smiles* haha~~

i wonder how's everyone's progress in revision.. i wonder if i really absorbed what i had read so far~ it seems tough~ it seems managable~ it's simply i didn't want to know everything~ lol~

went to Joel's first month~ lol~ i went out!haaha~~ for a while only though (= so many kids there seh~ LOL~~~ they are performing??!!hahhahhahahah~~ *a short journey with memories*

i don't want to see any of my school mates~ they only make me stress =(

i love home (=

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harsh-brown (=

2009-11-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

mac breakfast without hashbrown!!!!

so dumb~~~~!!!!

LOL

=P

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duper random

2009-11-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

i saw shyam today! hhahahah..

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love quote

2009-11-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

ok~ waiting for cramp to go away and i saw this:

Someone asked me, "Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water." I simply replied, "Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"

isn't this quote so cool?or only i feel so?LOL!
okok~ i still love it (= LOL

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lecturers are funny LOL

2009-11-12T01:56:00.003+08:00

Chiba said: sorry sorry i'm stupid. LOL~ have you heard a lecturer saying that before?

Chen Hongyu: holding on to the lazer's battery and telling us - actually i got the battery, but got no time to change..LOL!

my lecturers are getting more and more humourous~~~~~hahahahahhaha~~~~ i love their non lecturer part...LOL!

uncle boi psycho ultimate war~ interested to play? LOL

灰色地带

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oOoO~~

2009-11-09T14:35:00.004+08:00

cock cock cock cock

haha

can anyone tell me what's the reason behind every conversation?

who can be trusted?

what is the meaning behind every reason?

oOoO~~

which direction is everyone thinking?

hmmm~~

you are not alone..

but i want to suffer alone..

where is all my determination and will to go for the better?

where is all my motivation?

where is all my power?

what is the meaning of never give up?

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there was a time when the world ask ordinary people to be extraordinary?

(=(=

2009-11-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh~~ every semester will experience same kind of feelin~ CBC213 test paper can take back already~ wondering if anyone collected but never tell me~

not concentrated but yet can't seems to go in? =(

tortured by every seconds~

i wonder what should i do if i've got questions.. irritated reply make me feel that~ ok~ just leave me alone~ haha~

so angry now~ haha~

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yes!

2009-11-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

yes!

finally i bought a wallet!! (=

i've got homemade dinner by my elder sis!!!!hahah~~ so happy (= another meal tomorrow!! (=

nice nice!! (=

amamamamamamamamam (=

hmm~ what kind of feeling is that???

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special postman

2009-11-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

a piece of drawing sent by a special postman (=

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奇妙

2009-11-01T09:51:00.002+08:00

这是一个很奇妙的过程言语根本无法形容
唯有用心感受选择信任才能感受内心的笑容

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nEw phOne! (=

2009-10-31T23:34:00.003+08:00

my sis bought me a samsung jet?! did i remember the description of the phone correctly?LOL~!!! i love it!cos~~~~~ i need to change phone~hahahah~~

and you know smething? i'm always carrying the same handphone as Yilun lo~LOL~~~~~ firstly W910i~ then now Samsung jet~!!!!hahahah~!!!!! it was really such a coincidence~~hahah~~~

omg~Ezzati can you concentrate please? haha~ training my patience~~~

don't know why~ i feel it~ but~ i still fell a bit of sadness when what i expected you to do you never~haha~~ i am thinking~ how true is what has happened? but i can say that i am still very happy (=
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DECEMBER!!!!!!

2009-10-30T20:26:00.002+08:00

oh man~remember today~when you see a big size man~ wearing a lady's clothes~ and someone bursting into laughter~ guess who?LOL!!!

it's DECEMBER!!!!!!hahaahahahaahh~~~~

no one can help~it's really really really damn funny~

uncontrollable~~ (=

你难过时，他有关心吗？
你失落时，他会在乎吗？
你想他时，他会出现吗？

感觉会说话？如何说呢？
行为举止会坦诚的告诉你。

haha~suddenly thought of the above during Japanese class~lol!i like it though~cos who's the writer?LOL~~~~~~ *ops*

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yes

2009-10-30T02:00:00.007+08:00

handphone

wallet

ear piece

sports shoe

clothes

...

okok~ should either be sleeping now or studying~ and i'm doing none but catching up with my friend~

tomorrow is friday (=

you will change my mood and attitude? (=

i saw Tenglee thrice today (=

so being an msn addict is because of~~

we broke the curse and chatted on msn~! LOL!! anyway~is curse the right choice of word?LOL!

ooOo ya~ i forgot to mention~ I ENJOYED TODAY'S LAST SESSION! (= the bew volunteers are cool~! (= they really do show enthusiasm and the boys smiled today (= i see future for block B (= *3 cheers for you guys!*

i really wonder~ is there only a reason for someone to treat you nice? i had never trusted anyone totally in this sense~ every actions makes me think~ it is really distracting~

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CONGRATULATIONS (=

2009-10-25T19:34:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO CHONG AND CYNTHIA! (=

i'm no longer ama 的乖孙子 =(

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birthday celebrations~

2009-10-25T02:51:00.002+08:00

23rd Oct~

i'm so glad that we still managed to celebrate my younger sis's birthday~ (= HAPPY!!! (=

24th Oct~

i'm glad that i went (= it's a good gathering too~ HTHT~~hahahah......with yio kiang, qin feng, jia and Yap~ can you imagine the combination?omg~ i'm so stun~ this 画面 i will never imagine it to happen~LOL! and guess what?i said it peacefully~omg~ i'm surprised myself~ LOL! well~ peacefully talking about it is a good thing~ haha...and i didn't know that Win Feng is so friendly..LOL!!

and Lao Pa is organising her 21stbirthday!! (= *26th Dec* (=

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hello hello (=

2009-10-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

hello hello (=

you reap what you sow~

if there's a will, there's a way~

it's such common moltivational words you'll hear (=

and it always stays true (=

heh~

i'm wondering why are you doing all these?

i'll be attending Chong's wedding despite the packed schedule! hmm~

why did i make such a decision?

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The other side of the coin is this: fall in love

2009-10-21T05:13:00.000+08:00

I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.

Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.

by a friend of mine~

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can't breathe

2009-10-20T03:09:00.003+08:00

okok~ i can't control but to shout i'm feeling so stress now~ priority please~ had always been learning to master this..cos i always like to do what i like to do instead...

there are so many things to attend to..to make life not so boring~ i chose to have commitments..i tried to be regular..but i really have got no time..i'm not as clever as Xiao Hui sadly to say..

i hope this semester will turns out fine~

parties parties~ i always occupy my weekends.. but not attending makes me guilty..

i really got no more weekends to spare..

e lectures...online quiz...i can't breadthe..

34 days more..

feel like staying at home only~

i have no choice but to sleep now..

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that's the way ^_^

2009-10-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

hello bloogie checkmate~~hahah.....u noe wad...i've gotta a good news to share with you now! just happened to browse through yongjin's facebook and saw that he's in a relationship with Jasmine now!!!!hahahaahha....i say till like i know that girl right?LOL! anyway~~just want to wish him have a long lasting relationship (=

and i'm in a dilemma whether to go to Chong's birthday wedding or not~ and i didn't replied him on the 15th October...so i assume i am not able to go le...hmmm~ =S

whatever is going to happen~ just move on with life~ no one is going to stop just because you refused to move on..拿得起放得下...that's the way life should be man...agree? you only need to 一笑而过..and everything is going to turn out fine (= *smiling* is the best medication to chase away all unhappiness (=

i'm happy..because the people arund me are happy (=

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weekends filled with happiness

2009-10-19T09:54:00.002+08:00

a long weekend~ and i'm whole day out for the whole of Sat and Sun!

well~ what happened during the Saturday and Sunday?

Saturday!
tuition at Ezzati's house~ should be tutoring her for 3 hours~ but after 2 hours she cannot concentrate already......me also!LOL! heart feeling too weak to teach already~ LOL! understand me?LOL!
Keh Luh's birthday celebration! really thanks everyone to make this day happen~ thank you 猪头哥哥 for coming despite him not planning to skate~ thank you him for bing his wife and son out despite his son not feeling very well~ thank you jia jia for buying the cake with Yap kor~ Randy no need to thanks~ LOL!!! wooooOOo~ special thanks to Yap Kor for being the overall planner~ LOL~ (= and finally.....have to thanks Keh Luh for coming too! if you never come it would be a meaningless day? (= HOPE YOU HAVE A SURPRISE! (=
following that was Sock Ying's birthday celebration at Aranda!! (= by the time me and my friend reached theyalready cut the cake~ haha..but we still managed to take pictures together...haha....saw a few others of my secondary school mates~ but~ sad to say~ no one seems to be bothered to catch up~ haha~ *learnt how to play texas over there* haha~~
it was a memorable day =)

Sunday~!!
work work at K-tuition!!!!!after that went to my ama's house for cake cuttng ceremony! (= the cake is nice! chocolate cake from andie the choice! (= went to a restaurant in the neighbourhood~ the food are really damn budget~ everything is just so fake~ lols~ with lots of flour too~ lols~ haha.... seriously 煮炒 will be a better choice~ haha......but well~ the success part is everyone appeared for ama's birthday! (= thanks gugu for organising~!!! ^_^
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA! (=

so what's going to happen today?stay home day man! (= today gotta loads to do~ opssie~

Haikal said the life science paper was quite easy~ hope he can do well (=

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full strength of letting go~

2009-10-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

ARCADE! DAYTONA! AT THE LAST SECOND AND I BECOME 2ND! (= =( =) ^_^

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!20 PICTURES! (=

it really comes naturally...we chat like nobody's business..we laugh like nobody's business..we play like we have no worries~ that's the way right?　(=

everyone in a group plays a role~ and i'm happy　(=

i really love them!　

somehow we're a clique?!　(=

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-10-15T03:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOIII!!

MAY YOUR EVERYDAYS BE FILLED WITH COLOURS!

MAY YOU LOVE AMERON EVEN MORE AS DAYS PAST!

N WHEN IS UR WEDDING DAY?! (=

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evEryoNe

2009-10-12T19:16:00.003+08:00

everyone is selfish (=

everyone can change for the better (=

things are changing?or am i the only one changing? ^_^

HOW I WISH I CAN DON'T SLEEP!

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有时候沉默不是不快乐只是想把思绪都净空

2009-10-12T01:06:00.005+08:00

有时候沉默不是不快乐只是想把思绪都净空

suddenly fall in love with this phrase...when i'm happy, i smile....when i'm sad....i don't...when i'm emo, i don't....but when i don't smile, that doesn't mean i'm sad or emo also....cos i may be just starring into the blank space ans was too lazy to talk....(=

i was deleted from your contacts. i'm not too sure why you did that? or do i know somehow?i'm not too sure either..but i just want you to know, i treasured you a lot as a friend. but somehow you seems like wanting to leave. i really hope to have you as my forever bro. well, whatever your decision is, i respect you. but i want to let you know that you'll only make me feel sad. please prove me wrong by telling me that i infered wrongly. tell me you never have the intention to leave silently.

today is my 表哥's wedding day and it's held at fullerton hotel! (= the food is really of higher quality as compared to other wedding dinners i'd attended this year..and i'm very satisfied today (= the only thing which is not nice is the dessert. haha. though i like strawberry alot..but the pudding is really not up to my standard. haha.. everyone is so pretty, and handsome. (=

another thing which makes me satisfied today is my tuition with Haikal. ahaha..he kind of already memorise the 3 biology topics already (= hope he can do well for life science exam (= Ezzati, i hope i can help you (= please get promoted (=

please remember something, no matter how much volunteer work you do, if you don't do it sincerely, don't do it please. you are just wasting your time. never do it for the sake of doing it. be good to your family members before everyone else.

who are my true friends?how long can this last? let me feel you are not doing it cos of impulsiveness and i'm not too. please ensure me.

is this obvious?or am i acting blur? please don't continue. it only makes me wanting to avoid.

seriously i'm feeling fat. (= running running running. (=

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oOoO~

2009-10-11T01:35:00.002+08:00

omg..i'm really in no mood to do anything...really anything..... =S

hope u r enjoying ur bdae celebration (=

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a day in hall..LOL..

2009-10-09T15:03:00.004+08:00

i'm so happy that i'm in hall now!hahahha......the feeling is not bad (= there're distractions....but it's more like distractions from people...haha.....can study quite peacefully actually..hhaha....though i'm still studying at the speed as slow as a snail.......

yesterday for no reason i attended the hall 10's latern festival celebration cum handing over ceremony..haha....congrats Kelvin Low for being the VP!LOL~~
went for supper and chit chat with friends! like this kind of feeling (= haha....

pon CBC212 tutorial may not be a very bad choice...haha.....going for kickboxing later?i don't think so.....don't like to do things when i'm not mentally prepared sometimes....haha....cos the coordinator said the make up lesson will be on the 16th Oct rather than today....and now they said today?!ZZ...haha....

waiting for jap lesson now....haha.....

totally have the heart to study only 1 module today....and that is jap...LOL.....and yes....i had been looking at jap textbook since yesterday night till now...lol.....no distraction as to what i want to study feels good! (=

wake up study wake up study.....cos there's nothing much you can waste time on other than the computer....as compared to when you are at home......(=

but still...the only thing which i always love to do is to sleep! (=

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i feel like shouting it out..

2009-10-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

i feel like shouting it out..

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that's the simplest way to be happy (=

2009-10-05T23:35:00.004+08:00

that's the simplest way to be happy (=

that's always the mindset~ you deserve someone better (=

something just can't be said..something which has to be done today...has to be done..

that's the way? (=

2:37am

3:33am (=

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naive smile

2009-10-04T21:35:00.004+08:00

2 weeks i'd been working alone..Andrea Andrea where are you?!hahaha~~~

well~ actually i feel rather good to work alone even though it's quite boring..haha..cos at least you can keep yourself busy~haha..

when i'm determined to quit~i can't...haha..wth right..LOL!so i'm only able to rest when i don't need it?LOL!

seeing naive smile really makes me smile..haha...
seeing them makes me think of my past...so all kids behave the same..LOL..

hyperactive Xerxes cried!omg~ twice..haha..
like den den boi man...haha..
really feel like protecting them...so much so much..haha.. (=

they are really damn cute!! (=

i will smile because of them (=

kids are kids..kids are kids..kids are really kids...LOL!
^_^

seriously i got to continue to do my work..but i can't bring myself to do it.. =(

why is your mood affected when someone don't actually remember wht you said? it's a simple reason?

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straight

2009-10-04T08:15:00.002+08:00

quality time with someone. please define.

i just wants to go back to my bed again (=

overloaded.

time constraint.

one day when i'm free again, i'll know how fortunate i am to be busy.

counting down.

*just when you feel that you are leading the worse life, take a look around yourself* - you'll know that you are not the worse (=

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happy mooncake festival (=

2009-10-03T21:11:00.005+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CARMEN!

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! (=

how dare you snatch my darling boy's latern?!!!
our darling boy gotta bullied. =(
so that's the feeling of heartache

so how's the feeling of loving someone wholeheartedly?

it's really true to say that to forget someone is to allow others into your room totally and that will be the right person

that's the meaning of lucky draw...are you the luckiest person on earth? (= share the joy then (= mini rice cooker for ama ^_^

when i'm starting to get reliant on you, please don't ignore me.

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2009-10-02T20:23:00.003+08:00

as days past by..i feel the change..i see the change..

time has to be allocated to so many things..

i asked myself~is this productive???

getting old =S

what am i trying to do? i'm confused with what i'm doing.

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wonderful (=

2009-09-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS CHONG!!!!! (= okok~~though you never reply me...but i'm still very happy for you!!! your big big day on 25th Oct!!（＝

TCC~~wow~~~~~~ (= low class people went there!!LOL!! not only their food is nice~~ the workers employed also handsomes and pretties sia....hahaahaahh......okok~ crap aside...today is quite productive...happy　(=

dropped by to say hi to kim kong and mdm yap and Rosni!! (=

tuition..plus dinner plus arcade (=

Patrick~hihi!LOL! *bumped into him* hahahhah..

*smiles*

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breakfast!

2009-09-27T06:42:00.003+08:00

hot mee siam and 九层高 as breakfast!!! so happy...hahahhaha....

long time since i woke up so early..LOL~!!!!woo~~

really don't feel like going to work...haha....how how how....just let me stay at home and i would be very hapy.. ^_^

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spacing in between

2009-09-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

yesterday was thursday

today is friday

thursday is a lab day

wednesday is a day to chiong 2 reports

chiong already next day zombie

hahhhahhahaha

wth right

zombie is another form of a human

going to school later than usual

i still reached in time

being too accurate is also a mistake~ LOL zzz what's wrong with the marker?LOL!

stubborn nitrogen likes to make friends with oxygen LOL

no

the fact is blur ivy loves oxygen, so she decided to let oxygen to react with other reactants so that she have a chance to screw up her experiment. like what she always hope~ to do something she will never wants to do, or she would wants to do last.

well~ if you don't try now~ when are you going to find a better chance to try?

just a few steps away from my fume hood

the round bottom flask decided to commit suicide

friday

i skipped my kickboxing just because i am too lazy to change

i met them

they made the start of my recess week

i know i will be smiling because of them

everyone said

べんきょします

it seems to be a game all should like

i felt irritated

i saw a thin line, i really do

with that, i marks the start of RECESS WEEK

writing a thousand times of the word happy marks your day

smile for that's the first thing you'd want to do and the last thing you'd want to stop doing

(=

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yes

2009-09-23T17:56:00.003+08:00

wow~ i'm feeling happy today~hahahaha.....enjoy every moments at home now (= enjoying my early day home today (= i love wednesday? (=

blasting of music!! (=

well~ i shouldn't be slacking now~~hahahah.....

an hour ago-fresh

now-sleepy....................cos i thought of reports!!hhahahaaha.........

why are you so nice to me?do i deserve it?

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slacker

2009-09-21T15:24:00.003+08:00

omg~this is crazy..looking at the carbonyl lecture notes i really no motivation to continue!so thick man...and i'm still feeling so sleepy.............

kanji test~practice guitar~haha...how can it be fitted into my day man?2 lab reports...LOL!good luck to me... (=

just feel like telling you...cos simply wants to slack a while..LOL!

just do what i can.top priority: organic test!haha...

well~once again~i'm confused with what i'm doing..i'm doing what i feel like doing..is it the right way?

so should i pon inorganic lecture tomorrow?LOL!!2 hours!　(=

i want food (=

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love u guys (=

2009-09-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

omg~ this is crazy..had never been so busy before..i can't breathe...but i will hang in there (=

finally i decided to quit my job..decided not to go USA..sad..but i can't handle well..

thank you guys so much..appreciate the efforts put in... (=

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a little act of kindness

2009-09-17T17:43:00.002+08:00

a little act of kindness makes my day~ (=

kind souls does exist at times (=

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tuition

2009-09-16T20:25:00.003+08:00

wow~ can you imagine? i just went to teach tuition today?LOL! that sounds funny isn't it?hahahah~~~ taught digestive system today~ before i go, i was thinking that after going through the questions he don't know what can i do man..wanted to back out seriously............seriously.....seriously..................................i'm so damn scared man........

when i reached....read through his common test...i was like wth~~~~~~they are learning stuff that i learnt during my secondary 4 to uni man!!!LOL!!!!no one likes to teach biology.....hahaha....that's why they also got no choice?haha.......hmm~this tutee is quite hardworking also i suppose?seeing his today's performance....still find that he's not bad...haha.....should be able to score well? (= after the tuition i had headache sia.....think i never so focus before while doing my school work...lol.....too exagerating....lol.....now i don't feel like doing anything sia...want to go sleep then tomorrow see how.........i hope my answer and the standard answer will not be too way off...LOL!!!

my weakest topic~ sexual reproductive system..LOL!!!!wth~

well~ today's presentation isn't too good...ganna shoot......teacher never listen to me?or what i said is really just theory?..haha..

i love assam! (=

i love to sleep!

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lovess (=

2009-09-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

i love my family.i love my friends.i love sports.i love music.i love languages.i love adventure.i love to sweat it all out with a reason.i will love my future job.lol.so what do i love?

it seems that common things are uncountable?

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heehee

2009-09-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

woo~~~ don't knwo what happened today man..haha....from the first lesson i doze off to when i'm attending my guitar lesson!!!hahhaaha....so bloody damn sleepy today man..LOL!planning not to go jap~but in the end i still went!haha.....was glad that i went..hah...otherwise i'd have miss quite a bit..haha....and guess who i saw today?XX and WY~!!haha........quarrelling over the celebration of WY's 21st birthday while i'm soundly asleep~!!!woohoo~~hahaah....

CBC212~!!!i can't understand today's lecture at all man!!

CBC213 haven't revise!!!

haha..

practising guitar and Jap needs time!!hahaahahah....woohoo~~~

^_^

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peggy's 21st~!

2009-09-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

peggy's 21st birthday at a muslim restaurant!!! (= or am i wrong?LOL~!!it's so deep into bugis till i don't know where le...hhaha~!!

had an enjoyable dinner with WX, Peggy, Nana, Shuzhen and Shereen~!! (= love them~! (=

today is also unity 2/8 NTU meeting~!!! haha...so many in there now....but so sad......i can't attend...but it's ok~ there's always a next time (=

steamboat on wed?movie on wed?LOL~! ^_^ cancellation is never in my dictionary?

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COINCIDENTAL (=

2009-09-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAH

so funny~ what i always joke about finally comes true~!!!LOL!!

my sisters' boyfriends all came and stay over today!!!LOL!!

both my beds occupied by them!!!!!

hmm~~so now where i sleep???

living room?!!LOL!!

nah~tonight my father is at the living room~~so i'd be sleeping in the master bedroom!!LOL!!

well~ it's fine to sleep in the living room also...as long as there's a fan..LOL!

sick stomach~humph~

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RSPVH orientation 2009

2009-09-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

today's orientation was great! (=

enjoyed it to the fullest~

things simply goes the way we want~

all the games are really fun (=

dinner in the dark and yet i didn't dirty the table! (=

greatest pleasure is to~~ do what your heart feels like doing (=

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r u?

2009-09-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

you are so good and nice till i'm wondering are you a human being?LOL!

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expectations (=

2009-09-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

wow~~~within around an hour and sensei expect us to memorise around 30 vocabularies??!!!LOL!!!though i believe in miracles.....but not in this way man..LOL!!!!! they are simply freaks~!LOL!

another expectation......reading of notes without writing down the notes~!LOL!!!omg............

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a man who can change my life?

2009-08-31T01:22:00.015+08:00

where do i foresee myself in 5 years time?

what kind of person will i be?

am i really capable of doing that?

should i go forward? out of my comfort zone?

i really wonder.

Peter Chan. you are a great someone.

can i manage the stress?

life.careeer.family?

which is my priority?

dare to dream.dare to try.

hardwork is needed. forgo my leisure time.

goodbye msn?

that's so funny.haha.

tomorrow is the choice.

be decisive.

damn it. can someone jus free me from financial worries?

DAMN IT MAN. THE RESULT IS ALWAYS QUARREL.

who will understand my stand?

why i always don't understand?

Peter Chan, will you believe in the wrong person?

when when when when when when????

i will be smiling always.

always making the wrong decision?

i think i can go bang against the wall.

useless me.

there's no such thing as independent?there's only inter-dependent?

i think everything is my problem?

maybe it's just me. i should just disappear into the thin air.

i'm really sorry for being so emo.

i just hate myself for everything i do.

don't ask me anything regarding this.

it's always so easy for someone to tell me, you can always earn back. you can always earn back. u can always earn back. it's just so easily said than done. i'm just not capable of doing that. i'm just stupid.dumb.brain cells getting lesser and lesser. i don't want to talk to anyone. anyone please don't talk to me. can anyone tell me who don't want to travel? or is it that i'm just too insensible?i think i am insensible.very insensible.i'm very sorry. narrow minded. i'm thinking too much. or am i not far sighted enough? damn me damn me damn me damn me. please kill me. please kill me. i'm just forgetful. blur. and what else. why the hell i am living on this earth. it had never belongs to me at all. i always want to be happy. i really want. i really can't help but be deep in thoughts. i am so immature. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. i want to sleep. they never been able to enjoy as well. why is it that they are able to do it but i can't? i may never be able to understand the love given by them. even small things i can't handle. never learn from mistakes. worst forever. i really hate you to the core. i am really very uncertain of my future. why am i talking to dad in that manner? i am such an unfilial child. someone please kill me. i have got no more motivation to live life to my fullest. why are we putting stress on dad? 穷人家就没有权利吗？kill me kill me kill me please. please. please. please. what do i want? the rich will never understand the poor.

the secrets.

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i will survive

2009-08-29T23:50:00.003+08:00

i'm the survivor the the game on immunity challenge (=

expectation = disappointment (=

welcome to my social life~

welcome to my world~

it's just getting everything linked~

i know a bunch of damn sociable freaks..LOL..just one time..and it means ok the next time..

work and travel USA~!!!!!!

are you game on?

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consciously don't know

2009-08-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

i know i know i know i know i don't know?????

forgotten what i want to write...LOL~~!!!

kickboxing~!!!

FINAL DESTINATION 3D!!! =D

woohoo~~

Sunday 4:30pm~~~~~~~~~ (=

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test test

2009-08-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

testing my immune system (=

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should i laugh or should i frown. LOL.

2009-08-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

omg..i am dead.so dead.so real.so true.but it's not going to last till then.

一笑而过

i've got a damn funny laboratory neighbour.LOL.

为你写诗.LOL.that's funny.

for everything that was done, there's always a reason/excuse (if you chose it this way).

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stories of a crab

2009-08-24T00:38:00.004+08:00

story #1
你愿意把快乐双手奉献给他吗？我想这是我应该做的是。(= 因为。。最简单的快乐就是。。。让别人快乐。。何乐不为？
this isn't real. you will know. (=

story #2
如果不是你我不会相信朋友比情人还死心塌地。。

story #3
这将会永远随着我。。伴着我。。

story #4
简简单单。

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no title

2009-08-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

when a problem can be solved...why worry? (=

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sleep

2009-08-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

sleep sleep sleep (=

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oRphaN

2009-08-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

orphan.....a movie which i thought would be like uninvited....a damn disappointment movie...but it turns out to be a thumbs up movie.......! (= a movie which makes me speechless for words....how long can a little deaf and mute girl keep the tramatising secrets?what's the feeling of having to know the secrets and not able to say it out?what's your feeling when you want to save your family but your partner simply refuses to believe in you?Max...I salute her! (=she's just so damn cute...hahahh...(= alrights...finally...at the last part of the movie i can't stand the mixed feeling.....plus the '9' year old Ester is just tooo........unpredictable....haha......as for the police....they can sleep at home..LOL!

laughing all the way while walking to the MRT station...hahahhahaha............

他要的是陪伴。。而不是六百块。。比你给的还简单。。

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害。。说是我挡住你的美好未来。。

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(=

2009-08-15T00:27:00.004+08:00

hey ger~ i really see the change in you now (= keep it up!haha.... (=

shan's guest book is just so beautifully done up (= and guess what??i bumped into a person whom i approached at canteen B (interest of RSPVH booth) at shan's birthday today!omg....how small can a world be?LOL!!! just within......7 hours......strangers on street.....so far yet so near (=

siew lian is also a changed person right now (=

lim ze yi still no change! (=

it has become a meaningless thing to do...

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ranDom

2009-08-13T01:00:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder how a no sounds like~haha~

how can a man be a gentlemen with sincerity?haha~ (=

no wrong idea~~ (=

different games played!

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1st wonderful day

2009-08-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

first day of school~how was it?　(=

there's nothing special..insomnia before schol starts..cannot wake up the very first morning..ganna scolded by sis again~and there i go....school~~~here i come!!! (=

electives...electives....haha...it's just so irritatin..LOL!

went to guitar audition today...LOL!!! hmm....yupps.....you read correctly....it's audition~hmmm......and we waited for the teacher in charge from 230pm - 420pm........due to communication break down....in the end~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~audition=writing down your names...LOL!!!

my vegetarian fishballs!!!! (=

tml mind's cafe??????

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1:50am

~i will survive~

2009-08-11T00:45:00.002+08:00

doing what was said is difficult....for you have to understand something~ change is the only constant (=

stopping activities is hard....first week of school goes like this....it can't be a cycle forever...for i'll definitely be dead~

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pointlessly walking (=

2009-08-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

have you ever spent a day in orchard and not knowing what to do just because shopping isn't your cup of tea at that point of time?LOL!!!!

omg....one whole day at orchard walking up and down aimlessly with my sis...rested at orchard central's sofa....and fell asleep!LOL!!went to PS thinking that we want to watch movie...in the end it does not matches our timing and we walked back to orchard...haha....

it's such a lame day..LOL!!! (=

anyway~GI JOE is nice! (=

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DeN

2009-08-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

haha~~ everytime go to ama's house to visit her in the end like visiting Jayden instead?LOL!!!

brought Den out to play at the play ground yesterday~he's just so energetic when i don't show him the energy i should!LOL!!kids are really kids..haha...seeing him shouting for his friends to come down.....running around without worries...haha....it simply make me smile..haha...

refusing to go back....crying on his way back...yet i simply don't care about him for if i do....he won't go back！哈哈！！hiding myself not letting him see me....that makes him cry again...shouting my name out loud.....and omg...that makes me feel like sayanging him more...haha...i'm just damn bad at that point of time..LOL!!scaring kids?haha.....

well~kids are just so realistic.....when they need you...they will come to you..LOL!!!

today brought my little darling boy out again.....this time to an air conditional place
haha....went to watch UP!! it's just so damn worth it and nice!haha.....funny...touching....with story line! (= and i realise something...i used to fall asleep in movie theatre is cos i'm working last time..LOL!!!today i'm enjoying throughout......opening my eyes wide....and......................laughing my way through! (= hahaha......funny funny fun fun!(=

school's starting next tuesday... =(

i'm wondering...why does everyone only have 24 hours a day??haha....that leads me to a thought...when a fact is a fact...y bother to ask y is this fact a fact when u can't change a fact....it's an absolute fact which i can't change....so...in order to make me feel better.....is try to get as much things done as possible!if work can be completed....then there's no point working..haha!! (=

i'm loving it! (=

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barrage (=

2009-08-06T01:45:00.002+08:00

finally~~met up with ntu friends~haha...hmm~so who are present?let me see...hmmm~~they are: xiao hui, pearlyn, valerie, nate, calvin, zhen hui, yuan xiong and me!haha....the rest not free to come =(

went to marina barrage to fly kite and play frisbee!haha.....i successfully flew e kite up! (= with the help of valerie...aaahaha....high high into the sky~~~ ^_^ frisbee was fun too!but........it flew into the sea!!!a kite did that too~!!!haha! the deep blue sea is kind of seducing?lol........perhaps it's just too lonely....alrights~ it just need some company...haha....and one more thing is.............why is there so much food left?!!omg...the guys are just small eater la har?haha........anyway...the food made by YX and Valerie was really nice (=

dinner at creation after that...somewhere at bugis..LOL... (=

~finally..i went to marina barrage~

sometimes...i'm really wondering......is it really worth it?

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2009-08-04T13:13:00.001+08:00

there's no one in this world is to be trusted..

i will be independent..

谢谢你的关照。。我一切都好。。

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never speak when you are on fire

2009-08-04T04:46:00.001+08:00

never speak when you are on fire

^_^

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4.50am - insomnia

recollection

2009-08-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

31st Jul, Fri

this is the day when i spend the longest day with nhg friends....

worked OT this day to do some archiving....while doing it....i'm wondering....what makes me willing to do such a boring job....when i'm only looking through case sheets......archiving away those with visits in the year 2006 and below......and there's really damn lots to do man....zzz...after thinking through.....i find that it's cos of a goal hich i set for myself.....*self achievement* is important (=

after OT...me, Randy and Feng 大哥 went to causeway to have our dinner......initially i suggest to play a game of daytona only after dinner.....and all thanks to an offer.....saying......'pay $20 for $20 more'....and there goes our self control......we accepted the 'great' offer...and spent almost 2 hours in there doing stupid things...LOL!well...having said that......it has really been long when i start playing in arcade with total engrossment....it's just fun doing some stupid things at times.....though i might have been doing it quite often in my normal life..LOL! *ops*

one important thing to mention is....my lunch partner Patrick came in the afternoon!(= us, the pioneer batch went for lunch together (=

a great day i would miss.. (=

1st Aug, Sat

it was another normal day~ work in the morning...CCA in the afternoon...but this day was just a bit different...cos this is my last day in nhg polyclinic.....chocolates...prunes...and a fishball...lol....doesn't it sounds funny?a fishball...yes...it really doesn't matter what i received....it's the sincererity which i felt that makes me happy....really happy....this day is also referred to as the nurses day.....and yet i missed a great buffet just because i need to leave in a hurry!!LOL........but it's alright......i'm not a nurse afterall...LOL! *consoling myself??* haha!

~sometimes i'm really wondering...how much food can a stomach store~
there are simply too much good food........around......

met my secondary school friends for dinner.....initially there should be aound 7 meeting....in the end becomes 3..LOL!but it's alright.......we met someone whom we never catch up with her for years!*drums roll*............and it's non other than WANG CAIYU! (= she still keeps her very original character...haha.....and what she remembered is like.....what i'd forgotten!LOl!!zzzz.....i think i'm losing my memory slowly...!LOL!!....zzzzzzzzzzzzz........ i'm glad she came (=

home we went at 11 plus.. (=

2nd Aug, Sun

met Van and Fu gege after work.....haha......went to chinatown to eat 田鸡粥 (= it wans't as good as Geylang's one...but it still satisfy me and makes me happy (= we never really chatted much....but i simply enjoyed their company (=

then...we tried to look for mango pudding....but after a long walk...we found none.....then finally at 9 plus....we same to this shop...yes....this shop....a dessert shop which i had memory on..!this is the place where me, Ah Tai, Yap, Nate and Mike went..haha....

3rd Aug, Mon

i'm jobless. feels weird...for the whole week i'm not working...plus i'm not going for CCA cos i've got something on....whole week my own activity...a totally different week.....

badminton...meet up...ama house...sleep...study?LOL...that's hilarious...

watching a show now~ *loneliness will only be felt when?* - when all your family members left you...she says~ *我习惯了一个人。。但从没像现在那么孤独*

guess what?i'd used more around 40mins plus minus on this entry..LOL!

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spms

2009-07-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

现在要拨出的歌是。。。。吴克群的‘为你写诗’。。。。

i was already humming the song in my heart.....and what i heard was...........teochew song!LOL...........zzz......why the bus uncle go change channel...LOL!!! - pioneer to ntu's shuttle bus.

went to a talk 'Molecules changed the World' at biopolis.....lol...initially i thought the talk was about some pharmaceutical companies....but in the end it was about a book....haha.......oo~~keep falling asleep...hahaa..........i'm messaging while i'm half asleep!LOL! (=

following that...i went to ntu!!!!haha......just to crash my school's camp..LOL!!had a great chat with xiao hui, kelvin, nate and xiao hui's friend...haha....her name is just so difficult to remember la!hahah......damn unique!hahah.......had a great laugh...LOL!!!i learnt how to cheat for a bottle of drink?!!!!hahahaahah.......! saw SiWei and 1 primary/secondary (cannot remember..lol!) school friend....haha....but he don't recognise me...LOL!!cos i'd never been in the same class as him!hahaha......

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count down - 3 days more...

2009-07-30T00:49:00.003+08:00

haha...so many people in the polyclinic are falling sick...zzz...shortage of people....haha....

shooting of the long service staff today! haha....and i'm the civilian?!the patient?! (= so lame...Rani sabotage me..lol.....

auntie Helen makes me feel that aunty can be non aunty also (=

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谢谢 - 张智成 toro

2009-07-28T17:53:00.003+08:00

打包难忘的表情
天气却不如预期
漏了你轻声呼吸
怎么能欢天喜地

我们爱的唱的这一秒的要怎么忘记
怎么做才不落为俗气

一个拥抱换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光能够倒回到那2001
放学后在校门口等你多遥不可及

故事说穿了剧情
忘了你穿哪件衣
窗外那一片晨曦
我在歌里面找你

我们爱的唱的这一秒的要怎么忘记
怎么做才有一个惊喜

一个拥抱换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光能够倒回到那2001
放学后在校门口等你多遥不可及

一个拥抱换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光能够倒回到那2001
转眼后你已经道别离还是谢谢你
谢谢你

从前从前白衬衫的上面还有一点点你流干了的鼻血
操场的后面教室外的窗帘晾着我还来不及的那个道歉
告白的事件牵手的情节
我们事过了境迁之后彷佛不再那么的直接
那个画面停止不了的想念怎么时间还是冲淡一切

finally i hear Toro again (=

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Convocation day

2009-07-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

today is my sis grauation day!!! (= we took so many pictures! (= haha...so happy (=

bon voyage peeps! (=

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extreme

2009-07-26T01:00:00.003+08:00

bump into Van n fu ge ge today at vivo~! (=

*smiles*

wondering~if those are really my interests?when i enjoy everything regarding it...but no investment in it....

也许我一直害怕有答案 - 有时候自问自答

心酸
because of what you said..because of what pa said.. =extreme mood swing=
laughter with emo tears

*happy happy birthday Jason too! (=*

one more interesting thing about today is.........some passerby suddenly came to give me and angel amr bean coupon saying how lucky we were to have the coupon cos she happen to have the last piece...lol.......saying how much we can save....and still ask me to share with friends if i can't finish using it...lol!!!damn funny...then me and angel were like........looking at each other...LOL!

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slacker's day? ^_^

2009-07-22T22:21:00.006+08:00

woohoo~~solar eclipse which happened for 6mins 39secs??!!! the longest??!!! (= and it will happen again only in the year 2132.....hahahahah.....

tomorrow off day! (= hhahaha....happy happy......though it was a fact due to some blurness in me again...LOL!but i'm still glad that it was the first official off day which i requested...hahahahh.... (=

slacked for half day today too! whee~!!!! ^_^

only sad thing is i never get to eat my chicken shredded hor fan!!! =( just because feng gege want to eat prawn noodle...LOL! *humph* going to complain to jie?!LOL!!! her bf bully me!!!hhahahha....

greatest addiction: chicken shredded hor fan...... (=

hmm~~tml my papa's birthday! hahahah..............going to have a surprise for him?! (=

my dear friends!enjoy your KL trip next week! (=

i want to go ipoh with you guys!and we'll visit 老哥's house man! (=

to plan a a trip to bukit timah?haha....hmmm~~~~

i want to go all places which i had never been to till now!!!hahahh.........

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zzz

2009-07-21T01:31:00.002+08:00

i realise sometimes i don't really like to give in easily...wanting me to do that.....why can't you then?perhaps to you you may think that i can easily do that...but to me you can too....why can't you give in?why must it be me?lol.....i'm stubborn at times....but yet i can follow people's ideas easily...haha...

sometimes really sick of things that happened....that's shown in my attitude...and actually i do know that my attitude sucks....lol.....and like what i always said....what to do....i always have this sucky attitude...haha.....zzz....

nice food places?
canopy walk?
ski 360?
bukit timah hill?

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每个人都分得清自己的底线在哪？

2009-07-20T02:22:00.002+08:00

~u r e only one to make me feel that i'm still a normal human~

prawning prawning - 18th July

fishing fishing

chilling chilling

i didn't realise.
i realised.

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2.26am

colour sentences

2009-07-17T01:21:00.001+08:00

what do i actually want in life?

what am i actually thinking?

in 5 years time, what will i be?

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u'lL neVer kNow..! hAd neVer unD3rSt0Od..

年初一！

i should feel that way

blog "shopping"

humph

Yes 933 test?

Surf & Sweat 2010

that's enough

abstract

bad to good ^_^

aNimaLs! (=

for all i know

pay paid paid~

looking at where?

!!!

yup yup

bad experience

ending of 1st week (=

i prayed

1ST WEEK OF 2010

who's listening out there?

180~ arnd e world in 80 days? lol~ *no link* (=

因为。。我相信。。

213~ i love u

很棒的人生價值觀

forgive and forget

*smiles*

harsh-brown (=

duper random

love quote

lecturers are funny LOL

oOoO~~

(=(=

yes!

special postman

奇妙

nEw phOne! (=

DECEMBER!!!!!!

yes

CONGRATULATIONS (=

birthday celebrations~

hello hello (=

The other side of the coin is this: fall in love

can't breathe

that's the way ^_^

weekends filled with happiness

full strength of letting go~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

evEryoNe

有时候沉默不是不快乐 只是想把思绪都净空

oOoO~

a day in hall..LOL..

i feel like shouting it out..

that's the simplest way to be happy (=

naive smile

straight

happy mooncake festival (=

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wonderful (=

breakfast!

spacing in between

yes

slacker

love u guys (=

a little act of kindness

tuition

lovess (=

heehee

peggy's 21st~!

COINCIDENTAL (=

RSPVH orientation 2009

r u?

expectations (=

a man who can change my life?

i will survive

consciously don't know

test test

should i laugh or should i frown. LOL.

stories of a crab

no title

180~ arnd e world in 80 days? lol~ no link (=

smiles

有时候沉默不是不快乐只是想把思绪都净空