spms

现在要拨出的歌是。。。。吴克群的‘为你写诗’。。。。

i was already humming the song in my heart.....and what i heard was...........teochew song!LOL...........zzz......why the bus uncle go change channel...LOL!!! - pioneer to ntu's shuttle bus.


went to a talk 'Molecules changed the World' at biopolis.....lol...initially i thought the talk was about some pharmaceutical companies....but in the end it was about a book....haha.......oo~~keep falling asleep...hahaa..........i'm messaging while i'm half asleep!LOL! (=


following that...i went to ntu!!!!haha......just to crash my school's camp..LOL!!had a great chat with xiao hui, kelvin, nate and xiao hui's friend...haha....her name is just so difficult to remember la!hahah......damn unique!hahah.......had a great laugh...LOL!!!i learnt how to cheat for a bottle of drink?!!!!hahahaahah.......! saw SiWei and 1 primary/secondary (cannot remember..lol!) school friend....haha....but he don't recognise me...LOL!!cos i'd never been in the same class as him!hahaha......



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count down - 3 days more...

haha...so many people in the polyclinic are falling sick...zzz...shortage of people....haha....



shooting of the long service staff today! haha....and i'm the civilian?!the patient?! (= so lame...Rani sabotage me..lol.....



auntie Helen makes me feel that aunty can be non aunty also (=







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谢谢 - 张智成 toro

打包难忘的表情
天气却不如预期
漏了你轻声呼吸
怎么能欢天喜地

我们爱的唱的这一秒的要怎么忘记
怎么做 才不落为俗气

一个拥抱 换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息 讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光 能够倒回到那2001
放学后 在校门口等你 多遥不可及

故事说穿了剧情
忘了你穿哪件衣
窗外那一片晨曦
我在歌里面找你

我们爱的唱的这一秒的要怎么忘记
怎么做 才有一个惊喜

一个拥抱 换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息 讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光 能够倒回到那2001
放学后 在校门口等你 多遥不可及

一个拥抱 换不换的到相爱的记忆
一个叹息 讨不讨的到儿时的嬉戏
如果时光 能够倒回到那2001
转眼后 你已经道别离 还是谢谢你
谢谢你

从前从前 白衬衫的上面 还有一点点你流干了的鼻血
操场的后面 教室外的窗帘 晾着我还来不及的那个道歉
告白的事件 牵手的情节
我们事过了境迁之后彷佛不再那么的直接
那个画面 停止不了的想念 怎么时间还是冲淡一切


finally i hear Toro again (=



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Convocation day

today is my sis grauation day!!! (= we took so many pictures! (= haha...so happy (=

bon voyage peeps! (=



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extreme

bump into Van n fu ge ge today at vivo~! (=

*smiles*

wondering~if those are really my interests?when i enjoy everything regarding it...but no investment in it....

也许我一直害怕有答案 - 有时候自问自答


心酸
because of what you said..because of what pa said.. =extreme mood swing=
laughter with emo tears


*happy happy birthday Jason too! (=*

one more interesting thing about today is.........some passerby suddenly came to give me and angel amr bean coupon saying how lucky we were to have the coupon cos she happen to have the last piece...lol.......saying how much we can save....and still ask me to share with friends if i can't finish using it...lol!!!damn funny...then me and angel were like........looking at each other...LOL!



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slacker's day? ^_^

woohoo~~solar eclipse which happened for 6mins 39secs??!!! the longest??!!! (= and it will happen again only in the year 2132.....hahahahah.....

tomorrow off day! (= hhahaha....happy happy......though it was a fact due to some blurness in me again...LOL!but i'm still glad that it was the first official off day which i requested...hahahahh.... (=

slacked for half day today too! whee~!!!! ^_^

only sad thing is i never get to eat my chicken shredded hor fan!!! =( just because feng gege want to eat prawn noodle...LOL! *humph* going to complain to jie?!LOL!!! her bf bully me!!!hhahahha....

greatest addiction: chicken shredded hor fan...... (=

hmm~~tml my papa's birthday! hahahah..............going to have a surprise for him?! (=

my dear friends!enjoy your KL trip next week! (=

i want to go ipoh with you guys!and we'll visit 老哥's house man! (=

to plan a a trip to bukit timah?haha....hmmm~~~~

i want to go all places which i had never been to till now!!!hahahh.........




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zzz

i realise sometimes i don't really like to give in easily...wanting me to do that.....why can't you then?perhaps to you you may think that i can easily do that...but to me you can too....why can't you give in?why must it be me?lol.....i'm stubborn at times....but yet i can follow people's ideas easily...haha...

sometimes really sick of things that happened....that's shown in my attitude...and actually i do know that my attitude sucks....lol.....and like what i always said....what to do....i always have this sucky attitude...haha.....zzz....

nice food places?
canopy walk?
ski 360?
bukit timah hill?



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每个人都分得清自己的底线在哪？

~u r e only one to make me feel that i'm still a normal human~

prawning prawning - 18th July

fishing fishing

chilling chilling

i didn't realise.
i realised.



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2.26am

colour sentences

what do i actually want in life?

what am i actually thinking?

in 5 years time, what will i be?



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~15mins of torture..hahaha...oOoO?

woo~~guess where am i now??hahah....i'm in school!!hahaha....long time since i came back to school..lol...had a nap before my turn~~and just ended my dental appointment at around 11.10am....and went for lunch...lol...the vegetarian stall got no fishball!hahah....sad...lol....the fake fishball~~so i ate the chinese stall instead...LOL!

taking 1 hour to go back to marsiling....hmmm....seems like i still can clock 3 hours plus...lol......but well~ since i'm only asked to go back in the morning.....so afternoon will be my free time...lol.......

alrights~~am looking forward to meeting Louie bro, Jo and Cal later...haha...and of cos...our dear Alison...hahah....

hmmmmm.....friday will be another appointment..LOL....looking forward to torturing myself?!LOL!

若是累了。。就放慢脚步。。

当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答



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12:09pm

finally~

finally~~~

i action my thoughts~~LOL....and that is not wanting to go to work~~haha....woke up at only 7.15am...simply pondering on whether should i go to work today.....lol......knowing that i'm already late...lol.....and i'm late by half an hour! (=

trust is just so eaily broken..lol....simply try breaking it once....and thats it...lol...there goes the trust between Jaslyn and me..hhaaha.....

tomorrow, having dental appointment...and jaslyn still ask me to work from 7.30 to 9~lol... i thought she'd be asking me to come after my appointment instead...lol.....hmm~~indeed...they lack of man power...lol....

i want to sleep only.my only wish for now.lol.

哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我


娱乐百分百is just damn funny..haha!




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aunties make my day

i like aunty Jenny. seeing her really makes me happy.haha.

sore throat~?

i'm home today (=

aunty jenny.aunty angie.aunty hanah.

吃软不吃硬？

today is a damn busy day.the whole world needs the doctor.lol.

~interesting quote~

Loneliness is the one true thing you can not share. For once you do, it's gone.
--found when looking for inspirational stories




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occupied

vh quotes (=



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raindrops

Aunty Mary, please go attend some manners course..ZZZ..

i don't know what else can i say about myself..


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我不去管以后

如果说你要走 我不会留 我不去管以后

today is a much better day though i accidentally send the HFL case files to the wrong rooms.haha.

today is the 10th July, 1 month to school start. (=

the adventure begins...

somehow~my lunch partner is being missed..haha...pioneer batch is still pioneer batch...always the most bonded.. (=

谁会行赏你的缺点？(=

自卑的心灵似乎无法去找新的主人 缺乏自信心的我永远无法跑出自己的安全区

包容 谅解 似乎都做到了

我知道？ *不愿踏出那圈圈*

i saw natalie today!haha...




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should i smile or should i laugh?

oo~~MRO makes my life stressful for half of my day...zzz.....

hmm~~when will i be able to meet up with boi~J gege~fu gege~Van~nana~carman~missy?hmmm~~~~~~ *humph*

i'm smiling cos i know i have to?i'm smiling cos i'm really happy?i'm upset cos i can't control my emotions.i want to be indepedent.my wish.

不在乎天长地久 只在乎成今拥有？

dad is becoming like the past~ *smiles*

i'm so happy now!cos i slept for 5 hours plus just now!!! (= going to sleep soon now~haha! =P

thanks Gem for ya concern! ^_^


so irritatin~lol...why can't i get the blog timing right?zzzzz.....



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thank you! (=

thanks Germaine for helping me to shoot Michael back man!LOL.....love you! (=

hahahah....

damn him...lol....don't mess with me man...even though i'm afraid of the whole world~i'm not afraid of u...LOL.....i'm only giving you face when i try to speak to you nicely and a bit of care of concern..LOL!

MRO......change of environment......hahahhah......



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shutting all doors

shutting all doors

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no title..lol..

firstly to say~i'm glad that my father decided to sell satay~hmm~but really....江山易改本性难移...hmm~today is his first day~but as usual....doing it for a while and he don't know go where......then moments ago then he come back~not too sure how i can have a better attitude towards him...rather~i chose to keep quiet when i see him...that wasn't the best solution for his condition...but i really cannot control my actual initial feeling?

yesterday was another day i'm looking forward to....but a bit disappointing cos of the weather too...raining...zzz....partly my fault too?lol...cos i reached a bit late..haha...i'm sorry~but the word sorry is just too difficult to come out from me at that moment of time...ops~ but truely, i'm sorry about it...haha....while walking...it brings back my memory...when i went there with WW, Fu gege and Van (= every places i passed by with you guys...it brings back wonderful memories (= we dismiss so early yesterday man~haha....yupps...cos of the rain....zzz...lol....so sad~........ *humph* i haven't enjoyed enough moments with you guys..

today was another great day (= i met up with my poly dearies~ CAL and JO! (= Alison not free to come =( we had a great chat.....!and we celebrated cal's 23rd birthday today! (= designed a cake for her! (= we are all happy (= really happy (= great catch up with you girls (=

well~i really enjoyed this 3 months holiday of mine~it's a fulfilling holiday for me...planning activities after work everyday...this makes me not wanting to go home early everyday once i'm out...it was tiring due to the need that i need to wake up early....and yet i always don't feel like sleeping at night...catch ups with friends~meetings~work~ (=

说的容易 做的难
如此可见， 它们让我不想说话
但在现实生活里又不能不开口
真悲哀
老是喜欢胡思乱想
不能控制情绪
拿不定主意
喜欢玩耍
不想认真
但同时又喜欢认真
不够细心 不够温柔 不够体贴
不听话的我 固执的我
安静 吵闹 沉默
我快乐 我难过
不太晓得以后的路我会怎么走
只知道今天的我因该每天面带笑容
=对未来的我没信心=

活在今日

好困

睡觉


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